hi everybody.
I took some people off of my friends list for various reasons, if you want to be put back on just leave me a comment and I will add you back.
I have decided, I am destined to make movies for the rest of my life, as can be proven from my dream last night. The short version is, all of my friends were siting on the roof ov my house watching a movie being filmed without me and I got VERY upset because they has purposely excluded me. I woke up in a very bad mood this morning. The dream was just weird. Anywho, I'm switching majors I'm pretty sure. I don't I really like graphic design very much. but i guess it kinda depends what the schools in California are offering. The cool thing about being a director is its one of those things where you can work your way to the top without necessarily having too much schooling. which is not to say that I don't want all the schooling I can get, I do. I want to learn as much as possible while I my brain is still open to absorbtion. :)
So that's that. I still want to go to California. For those of you who are interested, here's the gameplan: Somehow, someway I will probably stay full time at cingular untill the end of the summer. I deally this is what will happen: I am going to get in touch with someone at the MoS about that Lord of the Rings job. I REALLY want it. I want to stay with Cingular untill the end of August and then switch to the MoS job part time. It will be much better b/c I would have much fewer hours. That goes from Aug-Oct. and if I can get a more permanent job at the Mos after that, that would be fine too. If not, I would probably take some time off through Christmas or something, I don't know. At that point I would probably need another job. But I was thinking about maybe in January looking into getting my first internship. I can't wait to do that. ITs going to be great. At some point, (hopefully next summer) I want to get an intership in Los Angeles and go there for the summer, if not longer.
I just want to be out there you know? Near the limelight, even if I'm not in it. I once said to someone that I just wanted to see my name in the credits of some movie, any movie, that opens nationwide. I don't care what I do. I don't even care if I'm assistant to the assistant to the guys that gets everybody coffee in the morning, as long as I can hang out on the set. *sigh* I want to do it all right now though! Waiting is the toughest part, but as a good friend of mine once said, Aticipation is what makes the end result all the better.
On the other hand, there are a few things in my life that are pulling me away from the above scenario, distractions if you will. For instance at this current moment in time I want nothing more than to finish reading the socerer's stone so I can read the chamber of secrets, so I can read the prisoner of azkerban so I can go see the movie again, BUT this is midterm week. so I won't be able to do all that, at least not this week. Such distractions are a great tool however. This I have learned from my freshman seminar class. :-D (See mom, I'm learning stuff!!!) If I say to myself: "Okay, so you write a page of the paper and then you can read one chapeter, and back to the paper again." Then my distractions become motivation. "If I fishish this I can read that!! Hooray! Its silly and childish, but it works.
At the moment, Livejournal is also being a distraction. I will go write a page of my philosophy homework, and if I deem it necessary, I will add more to this entry, long as it is already.
Things I want to buy:
Harry Potter soundtracks, all of them.
some other stuff I can't remember.
Uh, this was supposed to get posted yesterday.... oops...
I have decided, I am destined to make movies for the rest of my life, as can be proven from my dream last night. The short version is, all of my friends were siting on the roof ov my house watching a movie being filmed without me and I got VERY upset because they has purposely excluded me. I woke up in a very bad mood this morning. The dream was just weird. Anywho, I'm switching majors I'm pretty sure. I don't I really like graphic design very much. but i guess it kinda depends what the schools in California are offering. The cool thing about being a director is its one of those things where you can work your way to the top without necessarily having too much schooling. which is not to say that I don't want all the schooling I can get, I do. I want to learn as much as possible while I my brain is still open to absorbtion. :)
So that's that. I still want to go to California. For those of you who are interested, here's the gameplan: Somehow, someway I will probably stay full time at cingular untill the end of the summer. I deally this is what will happen: I am going to get in touch with someone at the MoS about that Lord of the Rings job. I REALLY want it. I want to stay with Cingular untill the end of August and then switch to the MoS job part time. It will be much better b/c I would have much fewer hours. That goes from Aug-Oct. and if I can get a more permanent job at the Mos after that, that would be fine too. If not, I would probably take some time off through Christmas or something, I don't know. At that point I would probably need another job. But I was thinking about maybe in January looking into getting my first internship. I can't wait to do that. ITs going to be great. At some point, (hopefully next summer) I want to get an intership in Los Angeles and go there for the summer, if not longer.
I just want to be out there you know? Near the limelight, even if I'm not in it. I once said to someone that I just wanted to see my name in the credits of some movie, any movie, that opens nationwide. I don't care what I do. I don't even care if I'm assistant to the assistant to the guys that gets everybody coffee in the morning, as long as I can hang out on the set. *sigh* I want to do it all right now though! Waiting is the toughest part, but as a good friend of mine once said, Aticipation is what makes the end result all the better.
On the other hand, there are a few things in my life that are pulling me away from the above scenario, distractions if you will. For instance at this current moment in time I want nothing more than to finish reading the socerer's stone so I can read the chamber of secrets, so I can read the prisoner of azkerban so I can go see the movie again, BUT this is midterm week. so I won't be able to do all that, at least not this week. Such distractions are a great tool however. This I have learned from my freshman seminar class. :-D (See mom, I'm learning stuff!!!) If I say to myself: "Okay, so you write a page of the paper and then you can read one chapeter, and back to the paper again." Then my distractions become motivation. "If I fishish this I can read that!! Hooray! Its silly and childish, but it works.
At the moment, Livejournal is also being a distraction. I will go write a page of my philosophy homework, and if I deem it necessary, I will add more to this entry, long as it is already.
Things I want to buy:
Harry Potter soundtracks, all of them.
some other stuff I can't remember.
Uh, this was supposed to get posted yesterday.... oops...