I'm a lover, not a fighter...
I need to quit my night job and spend more time with Matt. We are both over-worked and not getting enough sleep. It's making us edgy. We are beginning to bicker. This is something we haven't done. Tonight I told him I didn't think we should get married becuase I could see us turning out to be like my parents - always nit-picking things and bickering about how the other drives and such. I am all about having arguments and fights about major issues, but I hate bickering about stupid things that don't matter in the long run. I only say things because I think Matt has a temper - and I worry it will get him in trouble someday. I can't stand the thought of him being hurt. But I guess the way I say things makes it seem that I am just criticizing him. Anyways, I refuse to let the little time we have together be filled with arguments.
I just have to remember that this is temporary. I just hope we can get through this high-stress time without killing/hating each other.
I just have to remember that this is temporary. I just hope we can get through this high-stress time without killing/hating each other.