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yes ladies and gentlemen, she lives! lol yeah i know its been forfuckinever since ive put up a post. i figured id write what on my mind tho, since this is a journal and all.
so.....i think i finally grew up. im not sure yet if thats a good thing or not. it could be looked at as both. i wanna stay me tho. i am still me. i just need to find out what me is.
ive been thinkin about something lately. for those who know what that thing is, i've decided its not that good of an idea. i just need to think. and give it time. a LONG time.
my grandma's on the way. from autin. im excited for her to be here. but im kinda worried cuz its been a while since she's driven 4 hrs by herself. i kinda get why parents dont want their kids drivin far and stuff. i have the same worries for my nanny. lol. anywho, the reason she's coming isnt so good tho. my mom's having an operation tomorrow. on her neck. its hard to explain exactly what they're gunna do but im a little worried. i dont always like my mom, but i do love her. im sure everything'll be peachy tho.
boys are stupid. they all are. they are seriously bore slightly retarded. they do things that are so beyond me its frightning. but yet theres something cute about it. its like, they are so clueless at times but you know they really care, and it makes them being lil dumbasses not as bad.
im off to get a cherry limeade from sonic. ill post more some other time, i just totally dont feel like typing anymore. peace out nigs.
so.....i think i finally grew up. im not sure yet if thats a good thing or not. it could be looked at as both. i wanna stay me tho. i am still me. i just need to find out what me is.
ive been thinkin about something lately. for those who know what that thing is, i've decided its not that good of an idea. i just need to think. and give it time. a LONG time.
my grandma's on the way. from autin. im excited for her to be here. but im kinda worried cuz its been a while since she's driven 4 hrs by herself. i kinda get why parents dont want their kids drivin far and stuff. i have the same worries for my nanny. lol. anywho, the reason she's coming isnt so good tho. my mom's having an operation tomorrow. on her neck. its hard to explain exactly what they're gunna do but im a little worried. i dont always like my mom, but i do love her. im sure everything'll be peachy tho.
boys are stupid. they all are. they are seriously bore slightly retarded. they do things that are so beyond me its frightning. but yet theres something cute about it. its like, they are so clueless at times but you know they really care, and it makes them being lil dumbasses not as bad.
im off to get a cherry limeade from sonic. ill post more some other time, i just totally dont feel like typing anymore. peace out nigs.