So...Joe and I are just friends now.
Yeah so...anyway, I think I'm going to be normal now. At least, I hope. I just want to thank all you my friends for being there for me and everything. You guys helped more than you know. I know I've been a pain in the ass and I've been a depressed loser. I swear I'm going to be the old me again. Thanks for sticking by me. I love you guys.
Just friends... I can't believe I actually said that to him. This is going to be hard. At least I'll get to talk to him now, rather than just running away everytime I see him come remotely close to me. Things will be ok. I know they will be. I'll live. Right. I'll keep telling myself that.
I can't believe how upset he was. I was surprisingly calm for a while, but that's because I never really looked up at him. I couldn't look at him. I really hope this was the right choice.
So, now I'm going to be happy if it kills me. I'm not going to be stupid and upset and depressed and emotional. Nope. I'm going to be giddy.