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things with me and him were awesome. they were better than awesome but all the sudden i dont know. he asked me a question and it just got me thinking and yeah. im so messed up in the head that now its all weird. hes trying to make it seem the same for me but i dont know. i dont know how to act or what. im so messed up seriously. i dont know what my problem is. i wish i could figure out whats going on.. and he textmsg'd me and said that 'we gotta chat' which makes me nervous. it takes freaking forever to text msg him because his phone sucks but whatever. and he said 'ya seem kinda weird' which i totally understand but for some reason all i could say was 'o' gosh whats wrong with meee