OMG! Awesome weekend...
...damn, this was a crazy worldwind ride for me and the Rebels fuckin rock!!
I'm so tired right now cause i'm running on 5 hours of sleep over the past 3 days and i'm still awake, i don't get it! I didn't do drugs and no i'm not drunk cause i was working earlier. I'm talking to my best friend and we are discussing guys and everything. We are in the same spot in our lives right now except i don't have a kid. However, i admire her for the fact that she has a kid yet she is still leading a semi-normal life and not letting the baby stop her from everything like it could. Amy and I were talking about relationships and we both came to a conclusion that there are very few genuinely good guys out there in the world. I know not everyone is perfect and even good guys have their slip ups but we are looking for that mostly and i thought i found it in one person but it was just a front cause he was the opposite for the 2 days after. The only thing that changed the guys mind was when i asked him 'what the hell his problem is with me'. It turns out that he is just terrified of being in places where everyone knows who he is! My only piece of advice is, get over it and accept it because the fans of you will not go away anytime soon and you mid as well embrace them and not shut'em out. Well, my last hope was in another guy who i became friendly with recently and it is still too early to tell what is going on but hopefully it'll all change for the better after New Years Eve. This guy is amazingly sweet and reserved but he lets me in to pieces of what he's about. I would just like to know him better and see where that may take me.
Back to the discussion Amy and I were having. She and I are working at the same store now too and i'm excited yet i'm also very nervous because some of the other employees were giving her shit already for being a power-seller when it comes to makeup and recieving the extra bonus'. I'm going to build my way up and be right along side of her since i know my stuff already and i can only go up from here! I'm ready for this new challenge so bring it on full force and i will defend myself and not get involved in anything personal with the employees and keep to myself and Amy. I've known her the longest i've known anyone that is currently still in my life. We met when she was a freshman and i was a sophmore. I had to drive her to school for that first 2 years because she didn't have a car and it made sense since there was limited parking at highschool. Well, I can't say enough good things about Amy because she's that awesome and important in my life that nothing would stop us from talking!!
I gtg cause i NEED sleep for work tomorrow!! =) I can't wait to tell them that i can't work on New Years since i already bought my ticket to NYC for the Rebels' show! That's what i'm telling them and i'm getting my ticket in the next day or so depending on what is going on. Well, see all the mob scenes there in NYC!!
I'm so tired right now cause i'm running on 5 hours of sleep over the past 3 days and i'm still awake, i don't get it! I didn't do drugs and no i'm not drunk cause i was working earlier. I'm talking to my best friend and we are discussing guys and everything. We are in the same spot in our lives right now except i don't have a kid. However, i admire her for the fact that she has a kid yet she is still leading a semi-normal life and not letting the baby stop her from everything like it could. Amy and I were talking about relationships and we both came to a conclusion that there are very few genuinely good guys out there in the world. I know not everyone is perfect and even good guys have their slip ups but we are looking for that mostly and i thought i found it in one person but it was just a front cause he was the opposite for the 2 days after. The only thing that changed the guys mind was when i asked him 'what the hell his problem is with me'. It turns out that he is just terrified of being in places where everyone knows who he is! My only piece of advice is, get over it and accept it because the fans of you will not go away anytime soon and you mid as well embrace them and not shut'em out. Well, my last hope was in another guy who i became friendly with recently and it is still too early to tell what is going on but hopefully it'll all change for the better after New Years Eve. This guy is amazingly sweet and reserved but he lets me in to pieces of what he's about. I would just like to know him better and see where that may take me.
Back to the discussion Amy and I were having. She and I are working at the same store now too and i'm excited yet i'm also very nervous because some of the other employees were giving her shit already for being a power-seller when it comes to makeup and recieving the extra bonus'. I'm going to build my way up and be right along side of her since i know my stuff already and i can only go up from here! I'm ready for this new challenge so bring it on full force and i will defend myself and not get involved in anything personal with the employees and keep to myself and Amy. I've known her the longest i've known anyone that is currently still in my life. We met when she was a freshman and i was a sophmore. I had to drive her to school for that first 2 years because she didn't have a car and it made sense since there was limited parking at highschool. Well, I can't say enough good things about Amy because she's that awesome and important in my life that nothing would stop us from talking!!
I gtg cause i NEED sleep for work tomorrow!! =) I can't wait to tell them that i can't work on New Years since i already bought my ticket to NYC for the Rebels' show! That's what i'm telling them and i'm getting my ticket in the next day or so depending on what is going on. Well, see all the mob scenes there in NYC!!