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If things don't work out with Sammy I will be ok. I mean, it's not like I haven't been without anyone for the past 20 years or anything.
I'm going to keep telling myself that until I make it true. Because I HATE how insecure this whole thing is making me feel.
I'm so glad Mrs. McFarland brought her baby yesterday. He's adorable. But he cried as soon as I tried to hold him. Babies and dogs generally don't like me. I wonder what that means. Especially since of all my friends I'm the only one who plans on having children even if I never find a man to have them with.
So I start my internship with IMG on the first day of class. This is going to be such a busy semester, but I'm actually really, really excited about it.
I got a facial yesterday! It was so much fun. I don't think I've ever been that relaxed before. Even when I sleep I'm more stressed.
I'm going to keep telling myself that until I make it true. Because I HATE how insecure this whole thing is making me feel.
I'm so glad Mrs. McFarland brought her baby yesterday. He's adorable. But he cried as soon as I tried to hold him. Babies and dogs generally don't like me. I wonder what that means. Especially since of all my friends I'm the only one who plans on having children even if I never find a man to have them with.
So I start my internship with IMG on the first day of class. This is going to be such a busy semester, but I'm actually really, really excited about it.
I got a facial yesterday! It was so much fun. I don't think I've ever been that relaxed before. Even when I sleep I'm more stressed.