Aug 18, 2008 10:30
Sammy can't hang out at the end of the week like we'd planned anymore. His family is planning a trip to celebrate his new job. I understand, but I can't shake the feeling that I no longer interest him. Maybe it's just me, but sometimes it seems too good to be true and I'm just waiting to fuck it up somehow. Maybe that's my problem.
My mom got mad at me today because I was gonna hang out with my friends. So now I cancelled my plans for today and she's still mad because "I don't want to" hang out with her but I'm doing it anyway. I hate that I feel like I have to be her daughter and her best friend.
mreh.
I miss Maddy. I'm excited to go back to school to see her.