The bass tone was perfect. That tone...
2 fucken bad things happened on Saturday. First, we lost 4-1 to Grasshopper in the Damansara Soccer League quarter final phase. The match was crap. The pitch was crap. The ref was FUCKING crap. We, were crap. I let in 3 goals in the 1st half. How bloody screwed up was that? We just didn't clicked. Everything went wrong from the starting whistle. So no more serious soccer playing for quite some time after this. The next league schedule won't start till next year. Unless there's a change in plans. Fasting month is fast approaching. I think it won't be as much different than those fasting months before this. Instead of driving straight towards the Damansara mosque, I would prolly end up at Plaza getting drunk or stoned. Lately I felt that I'm getting too old for this shit. I've had that feeling for quite some time now. I should really stop doing those things. But I don't plan on gettin all religious and all. It's just not me. Really, I feel stupid being religious. Fuckers.
The other shit was I broke my 'quitting smoking' promise. It's IMPOSSIBLE for me to go out with these people, doing these stuffs, and NOT to smoke. But one thing though, I can actually survive staying at home without it. So basically, I would just need one Dunhil 20 per week. THAT must SURELY count for something. But on weekends, I just can't force myself not to smoke. Bah, I'll just let myself be weak and powerless and vulnerable for just once a week, Saturday night, out with whacked people, doing whacked stuffs, and that's it. Besides, in all honesty I don't see the reason why I should stop actually. Health isn't an issue. I figure instead of torturing myself by stopping smoking completely, I would do it slowly. Or maybe, I really needn't have to stop at all, just control, and limit myself. Now THAT, sounds like a good idea. So another resolution, I'm limiting myself from now on. Not stopping, just limiting myself. One pack for 1 week. I actually feel much better.
So one thing led to another, and I decided to crash at Lan's house cause I don't think I'd make it home alive with that level of alch in my blood and brain. We talked and talked till 8am. I didn't plan to actually sleep at his house cause I really want to get home early and sleep THERE. So at 830am Lan invited me to go to the usual Ping's mamak at Plaza for breakfast. So instead of driving, we walked there from his house. Around 10 minutes walking we reached there. Hafez and Ellvin was still at Plaza, with this gal! They were trying to chat up this gal, maybe for sex. Whatever. From what Hafez told me they met her at Zouk. And from what I can sense they've been trying to chat her up since 5am. She was obviously popped, she just can't stop talking. She looked silly. I couldn't care less. We left them there and went to the mamak. Then the girl left, Hafez and Ellvin came to us, chatted a bit, and left. So they've failed. Assholes. 3 bloody hours and for what? Nothing. And that gal, I must say, now I'd understand most of the parents' concern of having a daughter/daughters in their families. How stupid could she be? And I can't understand how in fuchs sake could she end up in Plaza with those guys? Doesn't she realized that she could get spiked? Or even raped? DOESN'T SHE FUCKIN REALIZE AT ALL? She was lucky those guys today were such poor hitter, if it were Daud, or Aiz, or even Roy, she'd been smoked for good. I don't normally give jack crap about this whole sex scene thingy, but chatting up a drunken gal is just stupid. Easy lay? Perhaps. Some people just don't know better. I mean, making out with them, well that's 'somehow' acceptable' to a certain extent, I won't be too peturbed about it, but sex? Without consciously consenting to it? Sometimes I wish these gals would know better.
2 days left to 29th. I WILL make time for it.There's no compromise this time. Either I do it, or face the fuckin horrifying prospect of burdening this crapola for another year.
NO FUCKING WAY!
The other shit was I broke my 'quitting smoking' promise. It's IMPOSSIBLE for me to go out with these people, doing these stuffs, and NOT to smoke. But one thing though, I can actually survive staying at home without it. So basically, I would just need one Dunhil 20 per week. THAT must SURELY count for something. But on weekends, I just can't force myself not to smoke. Bah, I'll just let myself be weak and powerless and vulnerable for just once a week, Saturday night, out with whacked people, doing whacked stuffs, and that's it. Besides, in all honesty I don't see the reason why I should stop actually. Health isn't an issue. I figure instead of torturing myself by stopping smoking completely, I would do it slowly. Or maybe, I really needn't have to stop at all, just control, and limit myself. Now THAT, sounds like a good idea. So another resolution, I'm limiting myself from now on. Not stopping, just limiting myself. One pack for 1 week. I actually feel much better.
So one thing led to another, and I decided to crash at Lan's house cause I don't think I'd make it home alive with that level of alch in my blood and brain. We talked and talked till 8am. I didn't plan to actually sleep at his house cause I really want to get home early and sleep THERE. So at 830am Lan invited me to go to the usual Ping's mamak at Plaza for breakfast. So instead of driving, we walked there from his house. Around 10 minutes walking we reached there. Hafez and Ellvin was still at Plaza, with this gal! They were trying to chat up this gal, maybe for sex. Whatever. From what Hafez told me they met her at Zouk. And from what I can sense they've been trying to chat her up since 5am. She was obviously popped, she just can't stop talking. She looked silly. I couldn't care less. We left them there and went to the mamak. Then the girl left, Hafez and Ellvin came to us, chatted a bit, and left. So they've failed. Assholes. 3 bloody hours and for what? Nothing. And that gal, I must say, now I'd understand most of the parents' concern of having a daughter/daughters in their families. How stupid could she be? And I can't understand how in fuchs sake could she end up in Plaza with those guys? Doesn't she realized that she could get spiked? Or even raped? DOESN'T SHE FUCKIN REALIZE AT ALL? She was lucky those guys today were such poor hitter, if it were Daud, or Aiz, or even Roy, she'd been smoked for good. I don't normally give jack crap about this whole sex scene thingy, but chatting up a drunken gal is just stupid. Easy lay? Perhaps. Some people just don't know better. I mean, making out with them, well that's 'somehow' acceptable' to a certain extent, I won't be too peturbed about it, but sex? Without consciously consenting to it? Sometimes I wish these gals would know better.
2 days left to 29th. I WILL make time for it.There's no compromise this time. Either I do it, or face the fuckin horrifying prospect of burdening this crapola for another year.
NO FUCKING WAY!