Have slept exceedingly unwell lately. Two nights ago I laid awake until 6 AM. Last night I took two truxal and a stilnoct and slept blissfully until my alarm woke me. Oh, how I want to do that more often.. but I only have five stilnoct left. I suppose I could get another prescription if I have to, but I'm being careful with them as they are ( Read more... )

I don't like who I am when I'm here. I have so much hate and anger in me. So much disgust. The vile one is apparently living here full-time now, and the kitchen is disgusting. Yesterday he had emptied his ashtray in the trash and just left it there. Frankly the house stinks ( Read more... )