May 07, 2005 12:47
Here I am at home. Aside from a minor breakdown on Thursday, all is pretty much well. I got the internship I've been keeping my fingers crossed about, so that's a sweet $15/hr job lined up for the summer. If only I could make that song be something I was living by, then I would currently be doing a lot better. I guess it's a bit premature right now, but that may have to be my summer anthem. Camping is less than 2 weeks away. I should be more excited about it, but too much has been going on I think. Give me another week and I should be all geared up. I dunno, I'm a lot less stressed than I was at this time last year just because I don't have to pack up and leave in another three weeks to head up north. Time is going by so incredibly slow. It seems like last Friday was forever ago. Maybe if I wasn't so damn impatient and could just put my brain on hold until next week things would go by a lot faster. So frustrating. Most of me wants to just fast forward to next Friday which should be a very good night. I kinda wish I could just cram tonight's and tomorrow's big events into one great day, throw in a girls night, and wake up to Friday. Of course, ideally that would also include a big ole piece of good news and closure on Tuesday and officially getting my job on Thursday. Yeah, I have to take a drug test and physical before they'll let me work, and considering what a drugged up fatty I am, it could be touch and go for awhile. Ahhhh, I'm going crazy over here. Kati and Patrick are doing their best to help, but it isn't working. On that note, I think I am gonna journey past the tennis courts over to the Madigans. I need a little Annie time.