En-Oh
For a second there, I thought I was going to lose my head after that sudden, overwhelming rush. Remembering his freedom, the silliness and the beauty of it playing again in my mind and the obvious envy I felt that time, actually tempted me to just take up a sledgehammer, strike that wall ten million times, and watch it crumble down as my world opens to make way for more of the dark to come in. Fcuk it, right? That was what you whispered in my ear. Let's just fly out to the other side of the planet and get this over with, right?
I may not be able to take you down permanently in this lifetime, Id, but you know I will always try to resist you.
Interestingly, distracting myself with "Crazy" was enough to change the mood. It was too quick, too easily pulled off even that I wanted to laugh out loud, sorry. I win this time around.
Yes, I know. I'm not gonna give a challenge to do better next time-'coz I know I will eat those words one day.
I may not be able to take you down permanently in this lifetime, Id, but you know I will always try to resist you.
Click to viewInterestingly, distracting myself with "Crazy" was enough to change the mood. It was too quick, too easily pulled off even that I wanted to laugh out loud, sorry. I win this time around.
Yes, I know. I'm not gonna give a challenge to do better next time-'coz I know I will eat those words one day.