just thinking about twinkies makes me feel sick...
here are some names I can't stand: jennifer (lopez especially), tiffany, britney/brittany, natalie, and now, jessica is slowly being tainted, too. dunno why.
anyway! now that I've gotten that off of my chest, on to other things, ja? ja.
I get to see maria tomorrow, whoopeeeeee!! tomorrow will be kinda crap. I'll have booty time to fuck around with. but at least I get to see maria. herm, I wish I had more money to burn. or spend, even. that'd be nice too.
aaron and I haven't been feeling very well lately. we're both having the same symptoms: hot and cold rushes, a general kinda lethargic feeling and lack of energy. and now he's started sniffling. and I just sneezed, this very second (bless me), like I do about 15 times a day now. but my nose always acts weird when it gets cold, for months on end. eh.
tonight, garrett, this punky guy at work, made a big scene about his schedule. apparently he wrestles (which is funny cuz he's tiny, just like when brandon did! but he beefed up...), and he had given don his wrestling schedule. well, don claims he never saw it. so garrett got pissed about his schedule. and he quit. just like *that*. no two weeks' notice, just got his things and left, leaving us short a staff member for tonight and the rest of the month. don asked me to take 3 of his shifts, but I only agreed to one, because he didn't give me x-mas off, and, well, now I bet he's regretting giving it off to garrett but not me! HA!!!
and, let me say this: the anime movie AKIRA is FUCKING AWESOME. I want EVERYONE to see it. but I won't force that on people, cuz it's anime, and in japanese, and science fiction, and violent. but I want all my anime/animation/sci-fi buddies to see it. oh my gawd, it is incredible. thanks, aaron, now I'm hooked too!! amazing shit. just stunning.
I just re-read an old book I have called "bart simpson's guide to life". it was amusing. and soon, I will read running with scissors. maybe I'll start it tonight, when I'm trying to sleep. (haha, a laugh- I don't usually fall asleep until 4 nowadays, even if I am tired. I think there's something wrong with me. really.)
and aaron said he really liked my poem, but he wasn't that emotional about it. he did say that now he had to write me a poem, though. and I said, yeah, but, I've written you lots of poems, and you've never written one for me. and he said, I know that, but now it seems a good time to start.
and, I would fucking love it if he did, but I don't want him to do it if he feels obligated- I want one straight from his heart, like mine. but he probably won't get around to doing it anyway.
I need to talk to him about our anniversary next month. I kinda think we shouldn't do the present thing this year. but maybe we could write poems, or draw pictures, or something... that would mean so much more than a store bought gift. I think he'll say yes to it, but probably not get around to it, ever.
damn, I have so many classical songs I love. but how the hell do you ever find out the titles to those things?!?? crapp-o. I really want some of those songs, too. I wonder if there's anything like a classical music greatest hits album. or is that an oxymoron?
will go check cdnow.com to see if I can get some help.
anyway! now that I've gotten that off of my chest, on to other things, ja? ja.
I get to see maria tomorrow, whoopeeeeee!! tomorrow will be kinda crap. I'll have booty time to fuck around with. but at least I get to see maria. herm, I wish I had more money to burn. or spend, even. that'd be nice too.
aaron and I haven't been feeling very well lately. we're both having the same symptoms: hot and cold rushes, a general kinda lethargic feeling and lack of energy. and now he's started sniffling. and I just sneezed, this very second (bless me), like I do about 15 times a day now. but my nose always acts weird when it gets cold, for months on end. eh.
tonight, garrett, this punky guy at work, made a big scene about his schedule. apparently he wrestles (which is funny cuz he's tiny, just like when brandon did! but he beefed up...), and he had given don his wrestling schedule. well, don claims he never saw it. so garrett got pissed about his schedule. and he quit. just like *that*. no two weeks' notice, just got his things and left, leaving us short a staff member for tonight and the rest of the month. don asked me to take 3 of his shifts, but I only agreed to one, because he didn't give me x-mas off, and, well, now I bet he's regretting giving it off to garrett but not me! HA!!!
and, let me say this: the anime movie AKIRA is FUCKING AWESOME. I want EVERYONE to see it. but I won't force that on people, cuz it's anime, and in japanese, and science fiction, and violent. but I want all my anime/animation/sci-fi buddies to see it. oh my gawd, it is incredible. thanks, aaron, now I'm hooked too!! amazing shit. just stunning.
I just re-read an old book I have called "bart simpson's guide to life". it was amusing. and soon, I will read running with scissors. maybe I'll start it tonight, when I'm trying to sleep. (haha, a laugh- I don't usually fall asleep until 4 nowadays, even if I am tired. I think there's something wrong with me. really.)
and aaron said he really liked my poem, but he wasn't that emotional about it. he did say that now he had to write me a poem, though. and I said, yeah, but, I've written you lots of poems, and you've never written one for me. and he said, I know that, but now it seems a good time to start.
and, I would fucking love it if he did, but I don't want him to do it if he feels obligated- I want one straight from his heart, like mine. but he probably won't get around to doing it anyway.
I need to talk to him about our anniversary next month. I kinda think we shouldn't do the present thing this year. but maybe we could write poems, or draw pictures, or something... that would mean so much more than a store bought gift. I think he'll say yes to it, but probably not get around to it, ever.
damn, I have so many classical songs I love. but how the hell do you ever find out the titles to those things?!?? crapp-o. I really want some of those songs, too. I wonder if there's anything like a classical music greatest hits album. or is that an oxymoron?
will go check cdnow.com to see if I can get some help.