Oct 01, 2009 18:36
ever find yourself, even though words arent directed at you in the least bit, taking it personally. your eyes aren't even meant to fall on the very words stabbing little daggers into your heart but you found your way upon them and you are damn well going to dwell on them for the next 75 hours. how egotistical... i think its human nature. or maybe you were supposed to see them?
either way...
you have no right making me feel worse than i already do! you disregarded practically everything i said. ever heard of saying no? ehh..you never really listen to me i dont believe, but we're more similar than youd imagine. wed be perfect friends, youre being blind. the funny thing about myself is, i kind of understand everything. i have a rather plausible solution to any situation but no one wants to trust me, until that time they do and then they never trust anyone else. this is a good idea, seriously. im not asking for the world. im looking for 45 minutes and a chance.... no one ever can seem to take the chances. let alone give them.... can you?
i miss winter.