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The last month and a half has been a roller coaster ride. August was a busy month in terms of the activities I had each weekend. It was a joyous month as I tried many firsts, such as a spontaneous trip to Las Vegas started at 9pm and back at 1pm the following day, paint balling with friends, and stayed at a cabin up in Tahoe. I've also made up my mind to stay at my job, not because I have no where else to go, but I think I finally found the motivation and gained the appreciation to work at my job.
Suddenly, today things just didn't go so well. I am hoping it's just a one night deal. I've suddenly gone from having a great time of my life to a low, for no reason at all. I've been trying to figure what got me to this melancholic / depressed mood today, but I can't seem to figure it out. I only had about 5 to 6 hours of sleep, but that's hardly new. I've been doing that for some time now. Work is tedious and boring and hard to stay focused when I don't have enough sleep. Again, nothing out of the ordinary. Found my car with a flat front left tire. Okay, something new, but nothing to be depressed over. I am unable to figure out exactly how I got myself into this low mood, and it seems to bug me just as much as my depression.
In any case, I think I am going to try to relax and go to bed. I usually stay up when I am depressed. But I know how tired I really am, so I am going to try forcing myself to sleep. Hopefully a good night sleep will get me out of this low. Tomorrow is a new day afterall #tryingtostayoptimistic #glassishalffull
Suddenly, today things just didn't go so well. I am hoping it's just a one night deal. I've suddenly gone from having a great time of my life to a low, for no reason at all. I've been trying to figure what got me to this melancholic / depressed mood today, but I can't seem to figure it out. I only had about 5 to 6 hours of sleep, but that's hardly new. I've been doing that for some time now. Work is tedious and boring and hard to stay focused when I don't have enough sleep. Again, nothing out of the ordinary. Found my car with a flat front left tire. Okay, something new, but nothing to be depressed over. I am unable to figure out exactly how I got myself into this low mood, and it seems to bug me just as much as my depression.
In any case, I think I am going to try to relax and go to bed. I usually stay up when I am depressed. But I know how tired I really am, so I am going to try forcing myself to sleep. Hopefully a good night sleep will get me out of this low. Tomorrow is a new day afterall #tryingtostayoptimistic #glassishalffull