God must hate me

Mar 30, 2009 23:53

havent written in a while. its not that i dont like LJ...its just that i never have anything to talk about. most of the stuff i talk about is trivial. kind of weird i didnt talk about the engagement on here though. eh, whatever.

so i'm really, really pissed off. i thought that things couldnt really get much worse after i lost my wallet that had my SScard in it. but, of course, life takes a huge crap on me again.

Josh and I went downstairs to the garage to go to a party my friend was having. Dustin didn't want to go, and I didnt want to go by myself. Josh is nice like that. So he goes to move robins car and i see that the passenger window on my car is smashed open. glass everywhere. the faceplate off the stereo is missing, although the stereo is still there. they took my cds (which if you know my taste, nobody would like what i have in there) and some iPod accessories that i had. and they took the key card to get into the parking garage. perfect. just damn peachy. so i call the police but they dont take calls about this shit until 7am. so then i called my insurance agent Larry. (like a good neighbor, state farm is there. between 9 and 5.) left a message on his machine asking him to call me. i could have called his cell phone. the number was on his answering machine. but this wasnt life or death. called my parents and cried. dustin is super pissed off. moreso than i am. i'm not sure why. i just feel like no matter what i do, or what good karma i have built up, life keeps shitting on me. i mean, i'm mad. i actually think i'm in shock. i just start crying randomly when i think about it. everything they stole wasnt that important to me. i'm mad about the faceplate but we can buy a new one. my car insurance will cover everything after $290 so if they come back for the stereo, so be it.

the one thing that had the most semtimental value to me is Munch, the ceramic cat that my dad gave me aroung thanksgiving. my dad told me to put Munch in my car and that when i drive he'll keep me safe. so i've had him velcroed to my dash since that day. i saw he was still there and snatched him out of the car and started bawling. and when i think about that he could have been stolen i start crying again, like right now. yep, i think its shock.

dustin called the security people and they came and took a report. i guess when they told us that we had 24 hour security what they really meant was you can call 24 hours to talk to someone, but that they guard actually only stops by 3 times a night. what are we paying for then? i was under the impression that there was someone here all night every night, partolling around making sure we were safe.

dustin said he's going to raise hell at the office. tomorrow i have to go down there and ask for a new gate card, and if they charge me i'm going to have josh come down and punch the lady in the face. its their fault my car got broken into. if security wasnt so shitty around here then maybe cars wouldnt be broken into.

and i'm adding this in here just because i know robins mom might read it: make sure she locks her car. the driver side door was unlocked when i checked it and she ALWAYS leaves the hatch unlocked. i'm surprised they didnt steal stuff out of her car too.

so...bring it on God. and if youre up there, i hope youre having fun f-ing with my life.
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