banquet and stuff
so i got my hair cut yesterday before banquet with alexis. she payed for it. said it was my xmas present, lol. its short. above my shoulders. i like it. i admit i do miss my long hair when i look at pics of me with long hair. it'll grow back though. thats what hair does.
went to the banquet. jesse came and picked alexis and i up. and he brought each of us a red rose. it was very sweet. ive never been given a rose before. i know he did it beacause he knows i always feel left out. like the 3rd wheel. like on saturday after the game. it was alexis and jesse, scott and michele, and me. so i went and sat with my sisters instead. scott and alexis were sad, but they dont get that when they are all coupley i dont want to be there. anyway, jesse brought me a rose to make me feel included. he told alexis and i that we looked beautiful and he took pictues. he told me when he took me home that i "really do look beautiful" and i was like, aww, thanks buddy. made me smile. so he gave us roses and i kissed him on the cheek and we went to Tom Hams Lighthouse. scott saved us a table. it was christine and tollak, jesse and alexis, rebecca and steve, and me and scott. originally i was sitting between jesse and steve, but while i was mingeling scott came up and asked if i wanted to sit next to him so i said ok. he was being really sweet the whole night. took my jacket from me and hung it on my chair, offerend me his jacket when i got cold (although i just put my jacket back on), pushed my chair in for me, handed me my napkin. he was the perfect gentleman. we started joking around eventually and i was like, darling, would you like some dessert? and said yes dear i would and i was like, what would you like? and hes all, surprise me. lol. it was funny.
but what made the night the best was when jesse and scott made me dance. ugh i hate dancing. but i went and looked like a moron anyway. then the last song they played was a slow song (the only one by the way) and i was like, yeah ok time to go. so i went to go sit down and scott came over and held out his hand and asked me to dance. i smiled and was like, haha ok scott, trying to laugh it up and stuff, but inside, i was tearing up. it was just so sweet that he did it, even though it was somewhat awkward. hes so damn tall too. but we just danced and talked and i dont think he really knew how much it meant to me. i was sad enough being there without a date...and since michele didnt want to go with scott i think he tried to...be my un-official date or something. doing all those nice things, asking me to dance. i really am lucky to have him as a friend. i think guy friends like that are few and far between. it was just so innocent the way he asked me to dance, and nobody has really asked me like that before. he just...held his hand out and looked at me. it was the sweetest thing he could have done.
i know that the 3 of them (scott alexis and jesse) probably talked about me feeling like the 3rd wheel and thats why he did it, but it was sweet just the same. thanks scott. really.
went to the banquet. jesse came and picked alexis and i up. and he brought each of us a red rose. it was very sweet. ive never been given a rose before. i know he did it beacause he knows i always feel left out. like the 3rd wheel. like on saturday after the game. it was alexis and jesse, scott and michele, and me. so i went and sat with my sisters instead. scott and alexis were sad, but they dont get that when they are all coupley i dont want to be there. anyway, jesse brought me a rose to make me feel included. he told alexis and i that we looked beautiful and he took pictues. he told me when he took me home that i "really do look beautiful" and i was like, aww, thanks buddy. made me smile. so he gave us roses and i kissed him on the cheek and we went to Tom Hams Lighthouse. scott saved us a table. it was christine and tollak, jesse and alexis, rebecca and steve, and me and scott. originally i was sitting between jesse and steve, but while i was mingeling scott came up and asked if i wanted to sit next to him so i said ok. he was being really sweet the whole night. took my jacket from me and hung it on my chair, offerend me his jacket when i got cold (although i just put my jacket back on), pushed my chair in for me, handed me my napkin. he was the perfect gentleman. we started joking around eventually and i was like, darling, would you like some dessert? and said yes dear i would and i was like, what would you like? and hes all, surprise me. lol. it was funny.
but what made the night the best was when jesse and scott made me dance. ugh i hate dancing. but i went and looked like a moron anyway. then the last song they played was a slow song (the only one by the way) and i was like, yeah ok time to go. so i went to go sit down and scott came over and held out his hand and asked me to dance. i smiled and was like, haha ok scott, trying to laugh it up and stuff, but inside, i was tearing up. it was just so sweet that he did it, even though it was somewhat awkward. hes so damn tall too. but we just danced and talked and i dont think he really knew how much it meant to me. i was sad enough being there without a date...and since michele didnt want to go with scott i think he tried to...be my un-official date or something. doing all those nice things, asking me to dance. i really am lucky to have him as a friend. i think guy friends like that are few and far between. it was just so innocent the way he asked me to dance, and nobody has really asked me like that before. he just...held his hand out and looked at me. it was the sweetest thing he could have done.
i know that the 3 of them (scott alexis and jesse) probably talked about me feeling like the 3rd wheel and thats why he did it, but it was sweet just the same. thanks scott. really.