oh par-tay.
so omg i dont think im going to be going to any parties for a while. last night was soo much fun, but the after effects arent worth it.
some of the freshamn flutes in the band live over by frat row and they had a party last night. jen (one of the girls) was like, you have to come and i was like, ok. i was nervous cuz id never been to a party. well, a college party. so we get there and the drinking commences. jens boyfriend, matt, was super duper nice. alexis and i decided she can keep him, lol. so i only remember having like, 4 shots of jager and a lemon drop. but i guess it was the jager that pretty much killed me. after a certain point i dont remember what went on. alexis was kind enough to fill me in...and make sure i watched the videos she took on my cell phone. holy hell. shes telling me stuff i did and i have some recollection but its like...when you have a dream and you can remember it when you first wake up and then as the day goes on you remember less and less. thats what its like. she tells me that i was clinging to scott, which i remember. and she tells me that i would cling to scott and say, i keep bringing up dustin. that means i really love him right? or something like that. and i vaguley remember that. i sang and danced to "Hotel California" and "Underneah It All". she had me to the high stepping and i sang the fight song while i did it. i asked scott to sing with me and i can hear him on the video saying, ok kat i am i am. and he'd mumble a few words and then start laughing his ass off watching me. i asked matt to dance with me cuz...i dont know why. and omg it was all so funny. then i called dustin and woke him up and he was worried cuz he thought something was wrong, and i talked to him for a while and i started crying and stuff. something about i wanted him to know how much i love him and that i miss him and i wasnt hitting on any of the guys there and i wanted him to know. i dunno. then i went to bed and i woke up and felt shitty. i have to say ive felt worse before though. i think its cuz dustin told me to drink water and so i drank a lot before i went to bed. otherwise i probably would have been throwing up my intestines this morning. phew. but man. it was so fun to just let loose and not have to worry about anything. but i think im gonna wait a while before i do it again. a few weeks at least. i dont think my stomach can handle it.
some of the freshamn flutes in the band live over by frat row and they had a party last night. jen (one of the girls) was like, you have to come and i was like, ok. i was nervous cuz id never been to a party. well, a college party. so we get there and the drinking commences. jens boyfriend, matt, was super duper nice. alexis and i decided she can keep him, lol. so i only remember having like, 4 shots of jager and a lemon drop. but i guess it was the jager that pretty much killed me. after a certain point i dont remember what went on. alexis was kind enough to fill me in...and make sure i watched the videos she took on my cell phone. holy hell. shes telling me stuff i did and i have some recollection but its like...when you have a dream and you can remember it when you first wake up and then as the day goes on you remember less and less. thats what its like. she tells me that i was clinging to scott, which i remember. and she tells me that i would cling to scott and say, i keep bringing up dustin. that means i really love him right? or something like that. and i vaguley remember that. i sang and danced to "Hotel California" and "Underneah It All". she had me to the high stepping and i sang the fight song while i did it. i asked scott to sing with me and i can hear him on the video saying, ok kat i am i am. and he'd mumble a few words and then start laughing his ass off watching me. i asked matt to dance with me cuz...i dont know why. and omg it was all so funny. then i called dustin and woke him up and he was worried cuz he thought something was wrong, and i talked to him for a while and i started crying and stuff. something about i wanted him to know how much i love him and that i miss him and i wasnt hitting on any of the guys there and i wanted him to know. i dunno. then i went to bed and i woke up and felt shitty. i have to say ive felt worse before though. i think its cuz dustin told me to drink water and so i drank a lot before i went to bed. otherwise i probably would have been throwing up my intestines this morning. phew. but man. it was so fun to just let loose and not have to worry about anything. but i think im gonna wait a while before i do it again. a few weeks at least. i dont think my stomach can handle it.