MY TURN FOR A RANT
As i sit here and try to figure out what to do with myslef funny thoughts come into my head when thinking about where my true friends are. I mean are your friends soppose to laugh when you dont even get a chance to explains a bust out like (now is the time i wish i had silly string ans hair color). Are friends suppose to just abandaned me like so of them like to do when i am in dire need. I dont know what to think anymore besides why do i always feel i am the ass of everyones jokes? Why does it feel everyone else is laughing at me? Why do i feel as though all i want to do is put my knife to my wrist and start cuting. I hate when people bitch to me about things like never hanging out with certian people but when i throw up the chance they find something better to do. Abandonment is the only thing i have. *holds knife to wrist* i wonder if anyone would miss me if i die....