It'll be a long time b4 I'm really happy...
Why do you underestimate me?
Everybody I kno seems to do it.THe only person whodesn't is Jimmy.Hell I actually think that he may OVERestimate me.
I mean yes,My family treats like shit.I do all the work in the house.My dad is abousive my brother is a oain in the ass and my mom sit watches and acts like nuttin is happening or going on.I mean ur husband is killing ur only daughter!!!!!
For the first timein a long time my dad left a nark on me...and it's still there.It' was a bad beating if the mark comes up but to be there almost a weeek later.I not happy and I won't be till I move out.In a year and half.
Imean in all honesty ( not to sound cocky or anything) but after what I've been threw if you met me saw me on the street you couldn't tell that deep down I crying when I'm laughing.That the smile no matter how big is fake.What is really going on inside my head.No body knos the real me.I have told you everything there is to kno.
Jimmy's right I one grate big mystery...and I'd like to keep it that way.I sorry if I push you away.I really don't mean it.But I have learned in the oast that it's better not to tell anybody what is really going inside my head.The only person that knos is David and that's cause he can read me.And at times if not everytime he's not getting the whole thing.
My friend Taylor is heatr broken...she had to give up.Taylor is like me she.She wanted something so bad.And she tried and stride to get it and keep it.But then she had to give up on it she was forced to she had no other choice but to...
I know how she feels.To want something and stride to get it.Change urself almost.To b just perfet and then you are FORCED to give up.It hurts when u have to give up on something that you really want.I mean it kills you and ur sprit.I rad something that said that when a person is forced to give up a dream and such iy kilss them inside.Even if they got a new and better whatever it is it wouldn't be the same becase this is not what was wanted.Are they right?Well let's see shall we?
Everybody I kno seems to do it.THe only person whodesn't is Jimmy.Hell I actually think that he may OVERestimate me.
I mean yes,My family treats like shit.I do all the work in the house.My dad is abousive my brother is a oain in the ass and my mom sit watches and acts like nuttin is happening or going on.I mean ur husband is killing ur only daughter!!!!!
For the first timein a long time my dad left a nark on me...and it's still there.It' was a bad beating if the mark comes up but to be there almost a weeek later.I not happy and I won't be till I move out.In a year and half.
Imean in all honesty ( not to sound cocky or anything) but after what I've been threw if you met me saw me on the street you couldn't tell that deep down I crying when I'm laughing.That the smile no matter how big is fake.What is really going on inside my head.No body knos the real me.I have told you everything there is to kno.
Jimmy's right I one grate big mystery...and I'd like to keep it that way.I sorry if I push you away.I really don't mean it.But I have learned in the oast that it's better not to tell anybody what is really going inside my head.The only person that knos is David and that's cause he can read me.And at times if not everytime he's not getting the whole thing.
My friend Taylor is heatr broken...she had to give up.Taylor is like me she.She wanted something so bad.And she tried and stride to get it and keep it.But then she had to give up on it she was forced to she had no other choice but to...
I know how she feels.To want something and stride to get it.Change urself almost.To b just perfet and then you are FORCED to give up.It hurts when u have to give up on something that you really want.I mean it kills you and ur sprit.I rad something that said that when a person is forced to give up a dream and such iy kilss them inside.Even if they got a new and better whatever it is it wouldn't be the same becase this is not what was wanted.Are they right?Well let's see shall we?