Love is strong ( my love soblic)....
Wow!
I falling in love with Anthony( *_* ) and I like the feeling I get inside when I with him around him.He called me sweetie and for the first time since November it didn't bother me.( that doesn't mean you can dall me it) but when he called me sweetie I felt safe.It didn't bother me for once.I not ready for the woprld tp call me sweetie but you kno it's one hell of a start.When he called me sweetie I...smiled and blushed and I'm way to dark to blush.
But that isn't what this jouranl entry is about...
The power of love although corny...is very strong.LIke Heather's love for me.She's wants to make me hers legally by adopting me.She worries and cries like a mom and best friend.No body loves me like Heather and no body ever will.Like a mothers/ex/best friend type thing.I stuck with her no matter what...( oh god enternity with Heather...lol).My love for Lilly.She's my first love and that will remain so forever.She's was my first well...everything.There is another love but it's in my hand written journal.I stopped writiing for a minute and saw that I need my writing I stopped for fear of who would rea it.I can't let that stop me anymore.
This last love is one that in all honestly rarelly happens and when it does no matter how hard u try it can't be tainted.There will be fights ( almost once a month) tears fears hurt pain betrayl brokenhearts broken promises empty promises lies (for reasons to keep one(i.e: me) safe) and misunderstandings times when you wish that they only knew what u were going threw and times when ur going to want that person really hurt!
But in the end after all that all it takes is one minute and u forget everything that happened before.They say 'sorry' of make a gesture a hur of kiss maybe even both even a joke between the 2 of u it will make it fade.Evreyting just goes away you close ur eyes and ur safe and happy.Even tho they're not the one ur destined to be with...you don't care.It kinda seems that way.That' how strong it is.When there is love like that in somebody life only that love can save that person if they ever needed it.
Now that is love.REAL love with hate and everything.Not some with all love no hate how could I ever hate you or be mad at you bullshit becase that does NOT exsits!I tried looking for it for years.
I falling in love with Anthony( *_* ) and I like the feeling I get inside when I with him around him.He called me sweetie and for the first time since November it didn't bother me.( that doesn't mean you can dall me it) but when he called me sweetie I felt safe.It didn't bother me for once.I not ready for the woprld tp call me sweetie but you kno it's one hell of a start.When he called me sweetie I...smiled and blushed and I'm way to dark to blush.
But that isn't what this jouranl entry is about...
The power of love although corny...is very strong.LIke Heather's love for me.She's wants to make me hers legally by adopting me.She worries and cries like a mom and best friend.No body loves me like Heather and no body ever will.Like a mothers/ex/best friend type thing.I stuck with her no matter what...( oh god enternity with Heather...lol).My love for Lilly.She's my first love and that will remain so forever.She's was my first well...everything.There is another love but it's in my hand written journal.I stopped writiing for a minute and saw that I need my writing I stopped for fear of who would rea it.I can't let that stop me anymore.
This last love is one that in all honestly rarelly happens and when it does no matter how hard u try it can't be tainted.There will be fights ( almost once a month) tears fears hurt pain betrayl brokenhearts broken promises empty promises lies (for reasons to keep one(i.e: me) safe) and misunderstandings times when you wish that they only knew what u were going threw and times when ur going to want that person really hurt!
But in the end after all that all it takes is one minute and u forget everything that happened before.They say 'sorry' of make a gesture a hur of kiss maybe even both even a joke between the 2 of u it will make it fade.Evreyting just goes away you close ur eyes and ur safe and happy.Even tho they're not the one ur destined to be with...you don't care.It kinda seems that way.That' how strong it is.When there is love like that in somebody life only that love can save that person if they ever needed it.
Now that is love.REAL love with hate and everything.Not some with all love no hate how could I ever hate you or be mad at you bullshit becase that does NOT exsits!I tried looking for it for years.