sUcKY Weekend!
The only good thing about this 3 day weekend was that I didn't have to go to school and school was off Monday. Friday I cam home and went to sleep for a really long time, I kept waking up as people came home but didn't want to get up. I felt like there wasnt any reason to get out of bed. Yeah, how pathetic. I hate myself and whatever is going on with me lately, I really dont like it. I did eventually get out of bed and Chris and Zack came over for some video games and American History X followed by Fight Club...Edward Norton movie night?? That was interesting...we all have no lives, well actually no car or money so no where to go.
Saturday I slept a lot too, again, no reason to get up. I babysat until 3am when Nicole and the people she was with called and told me they spent their cab money on drinks and wanted Chris to go pick them up cuz they decided to walk home and got lost. I thought that was funny, Chris didn't since he had to go find them and then take me home. So around 4am I get to sleep, but hey I made an extra $5 for the inconvenience and saw 25th hour. Another Edward Norton movie..hmm.
Sunday I made Chris come get Olgas with me and we saw some people that did not make things very good. First we're walking into the mall entrance and who's sittin outside smoking but Ryan my ex bf. JUST GREAT! UGH! I hate him. Of course when we get inside Chris asks me and I look and its him for sure and then omg, he got sooo pissed. It wasn't a good day after that. Then when we're inside waiting for our food cuz we got take out, Andrew Mielke says hi to me. That surprised me first of all and Chris was already mad so when another stranger guy says hi to me....it didnt go over well. I thought that kid hated me...whatever. My life is just one confused situation that never ends. Things sucked after all that.
Today I slept a lot again...it's my moms birthday. Brett had gotten her a hummel in Germany so she really liked that. I got a call from I guess a manager lady at Wicks n' Sticks to come and interview with her tonight in Laurel Park! That sounded great except that I had to make my mom drive me out there and all she wanted was to come home and relax. Well she did it, and it went well. I think. She asked a question I really couldnt answer I hate that I couldnt. She asked what I thought my greatest accomplishment was....hmm.. I don't have any. I just kinda answered badly with.. "i dont know of one now but i want to do something good with my life after i graduate and that will be an accomplishment"....blah blah blah is probably what she heard. How lame am I? Any one wanna try and point out an accomplishment that I have? Yeah, didnt think so. I'm the greatest loser!...thats what I told chris I would've said.
I gotta go do some homework now since i missed school again even tho I didnt mean to. I really dont want to go to school tomorrow. :(
Something is wrong with me, I dont know what, and I dont know what to do.