Words
Today was Flanagan.
Coral Springs got 3rd.
They had a really bad show.
Like, really bad.
They got a superior rank in every category,
and won best in class drums.
WHAT?
Regardless,
they have SO much work to do.
...WE.
Seeing a certain someone today made me sad.
Happy while he was with me for 10 secconds,
but really depressed from when he left me,
to this very seccond.
I`d give anything for him to give me a seccond chance.
ANYTHING.
I hope he reads this.
But he wont.
Every time I see him, I really really just..
I dunno.
And being friends with 2 couples and seeing them all the time,
being really really happy together.
Just makes me want to have him more,
which would make me the happiest i`ve been -
in a long time.
I`ve just realized that, that is why i`m so unhappy these days.
and it fucking sucks.
He`s the one I want.
I can`t have him.
And it drives me insane......