Ugh.
So.
It`s Thursday.
I don`t like Thursdays.
I totally BOMBED my math test.
If I get any higher than a 40%,
i`ll squeal like a girl.
KKPsi is amazing.
I love it.
The meetings are a little poorly-run,
but for right now it`s ok.
That better get fixed in the future.
Cause it pisses me the hell off.
Plus, I got my KKPsi pin todayyy!
So happy!
I need to withdrawl 100$ and give it to Wendy tomorrow for KKPsi.
Ugh, that`s so much money.
If I get my pay check today, that will make my day better.
I`m stressing over school.
I got a 93% on my Theory 2 Test.
I got a 83% on my Sight Singing Test [ today ].
Then a fucking below 40% on my Math?
What?
I hate school.
Blahthglekahfdhag.
As the Corresponding Secretary for KKPsi, I have to handle all the letters
if its to Nationals, or just anyone in general.
That`s fine with me, since i`m an English minor -
and very good with writing.
I really really really hope that we become an official chapter
by the end of this semester.
So we can have our own "rush" in Spring.
Saturday is the Flanagan HS Marching Band Competition.
Excited? No.
Worried? Yes.
My kids don`t get a lot of ensemble time.
They have timing issues, big time.
Yes, it is getting better...i`m not knocking them.
But it`s not performance ready.
So i`m worried.
Also, the band?
Well...everyone needs work.
No one is safe there.
I`m learning how to play flute.
I want to play that for Symphony Band in Spring.
That would make me really happy.
If I don`t,
I`ll be sad.
I`m still not thrilled about being a 5th wheel.
Even though it`s not meant to be that way, it is.
I get a little down sometimes.
Often irritated.
I can`t do anything about it though...
no use crying over spilt milk.
Lots of Negative and Positive going on.
But nothing spectacular.
-out-
[.xo.]