[fic] untitled | yoosu
Title: untitled
Pairing: YooSu
Length: Drabble
Rating: PG
Summary: In my head I play our conversations/ Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations/ You know me, I love to lose my mind
It's the same conversation, the same argument. Night after night. For the past two weeks. Two weeks and one day. But Junsu isn't counting.
"Why do you keep these secrets from me, Su?"
"Why can't you just accept me as I am now?"
"Why won't you let me in?"
"Why are you leaving me?"
Junsu began tiring of of them days ago but it's the only way they ever talk. Most of the time, the silence pervades his subconscious until he feels he's going crazy. And he breaks."Didn't that night mean anything to you?"
"It was just one night, right?"
"Why do you hate me so much?"
"I don't hate who you are! I hate what you did to me..."
Around and around and around. The argument circulates. Until they're both burned out and tired. From the words, from the emotions, from each other. And all they're left with are the heated words hanging in the air. Ringing hollow in the silence."But Yoochun...what about us?"
"It doesn't matter. What we have. This isn't real."
A choked pause. "...and neither are you." Junsu whispers. The cold barren room a reminder of what he is missing. What he has been missing for the past three weeks....three weeks and one day.
But Junsu isn't counting.