In the last 24 hours...
I have been having a pity party for myself. Let's see. I have been sad about the fact that I am 30, and would like to have a kid before I get too much older. No prospects for creating a family with. Money and being rich, successful, smart, ect... All good, but what counts is family.
Secondly, I am going crazy and am very scared about the whole money issue. This has been intertwined with my fears of preping for the GMAT (Which I am doing misrably at right now!!!) Cannot aford expensive prep-courses, and I am freaking out. I am irrational about this, and really wish I had someone to lovingly hold my hand throughout this mess.
Feel anxious. I wish I could erase this out of my body. I am so tired of feeling anxious and feeling like I have a yoke around my neck.
AAAAARRGGGGGGGGHHHH.
Secondly, I am going crazy and am very scared about the whole money issue. This has been intertwined with my fears of preping for the GMAT (Which I am doing misrably at right now!!!) Cannot aford expensive prep-courses, and I am freaking out. I am irrational about this, and really wish I had someone to lovingly hold my hand throughout this mess.
Feel anxious. I wish I could erase this out of my body. I am so tired of feeling anxious and feeling like I have a yoke around my neck.
AAAAARRGGGGGGGGHHHH.