He has deleted my number
So Jacko is going out an living with our old flatemate Christine. Woah. It's a spin that he's with someone I know. They're living together - in north gosford. About ten minutes from my house. The guy who I though I was going to have babies with, marry and live a long and happy life with is ten minutes away - living and with someone else.
Why after a year and eight months does this hurt a little? Why after him ripping away my self confidence - does this still hurt a little?
It just does.
We were going to meet up for coffee - I then back tracked and said no. He asked why and I said be he and I were both meant to have this beautiful life together and we didnt survive. It's good to see him bc there is still the same friendship conversation we used to have but then I remember that we didnt work out. It hurts. So he said he didnt want to hurt me anymore and it would be as I wished. He asked if I wanted him to delete my number and I said maybe it would be for the best. Not that there was any negativity or anger there - just our lives had gone in different ways and that was ok.
Head spin.
Why after a year and eight months does this hurt a little? Why after him ripping away my self confidence - does this still hurt a little?
It just does.
We were going to meet up for coffee - I then back tracked and said no. He asked why and I said be he and I were both meant to have this beautiful life together and we didnt survive. It's good to see him bc there is still the same friendship conversation we used to have but then I remember that we didnt work out. It hurts. So he said he didnt want to hurt me anymore and it would be as I wished. He asked if I wanted him to delete my number and I said maybe it would be for the best. Not that there was any negativity or anger there - just our lives had gone in different ways and that was ok.
Head spin.