Apr 27, 2007 19:46
Things went from bad to worse. My last letter from Nan was basically saying "I love you. Goodbye."
I dunno. I don't want to give up on him but at the same time I wonder if it's because he doesn't want me to see him like this. Should I just say goodbye too? I suppose the only thing to do is to keep going, keep my chin up, and pray that everything works out.
To my friends who I've ignored and hidden from; I'm sorry. I don't know who I can confide in so I resort to keeping to myself. I'll come back eventually. I don't think I will be as carefree and happy as I used to be. I'll just have to hide it.