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For the life of me i can't understand why life needs to be so hard. I thought that i was over my head with worries and work but boy i was wrong. Little did i know that when i thought things couldn't get any worse they did. I wish that all i ever had to worry about was some stupid boy, that would be sweet. Gosh everything is tearing me up inside. I don't give a shit what people say and how much they tell me to stay positive and all that other jazz but it's just all so hard. I'm not sure what to really say i feel like i've daid everything and cried enough over it all. I've noticed how many people really care about me and it means the world, i've started to surround myself with amazing people who keep me sain and to them i say thank you. Certain poeple are in my life who make me feel amazing and i truly know that they hang out with me not for shits and giggles but because i'm me. You are there for me even if i breakdown in your arms and just cry for hours. Your routine check ups and telling me i'm beautiful makes me so happy. You are another person who means to much to me. You invite me to things because you want me to have a great time. You add some spice to my life and i love our adventures. Thank you for being there for me i'm so happy i met you. Of course girls i won't forget about you the two of you are so there for me i was suprised to know that i can make friends a school who really care. Thank you for keeping me happy, allowing me an outlet to vent, and treating me like someone who you've known for years. And no worries i know that you are still there for me although i've been trying to seperate myself and pulled myself away. I'm not going to foget how much you are there for me. . . you're so important. THANK YOU.