Years since i wrote something last. . .
Jesus i hardly notice how much time has past untill i actually sit down and think about it. Thats what i did this weekend, as i ran around on Saturday looking for presents for Alina and making a big deal about it i got to thinking about these past three years. Yes this is going to be one of those entries. . . Three years we've been friends and i can't believe how much time has gone by. I swear if there is some higher power out there that put us together i thank it so much, this girl is truly and honestly my other half. Not to sound cheesy but i love it when she's really honestly and truly happy. I've noticed she's one of "those girls" the type of girls that people try to be but will never ever come close. I'm not sure what that says about me but i know that we are friends for a reason and its so funny to see how much we've both grown. Best friends has become a term that is used to lightly now a day but that what it really is, no one will ever be as close of a friend to me as she. There are so many times when people who are friends in highschool drift apart once they have their own space. Well college has started and half way over and we have went out seperate ways, only to spend hours on the phone with one another. Calling each other after not speaking for two days and yelling about how with out one another we feel naked, cold, and alone is nothing out of the ordinary. I have a feeling that we'll never be the type of friends to seperate maybe for a little time as we start our careers and what not but thats just like starting college.Coming to her house on her birthday i was so at ease, i love her family as much as i know they love me. It's amazing how parents just know those things. I can sit down at the table and chat and enjoy myself, drink and laugh with the parents, not many poeple can say that. I felt so bad being late soi tried to make a grand entry and what i love the most is not only was Alinachka genuinly happy with the ballons and flowers but her mother too shared the same enthuseasm. It's so amazing to be a part of that, most poeple probably don't understand but thats ok cause i do.
In other news i've been very happy lately which is so amazing. School is wonderful and it boggles my mind how i can say that "i love my school". I go to class all the time and do my work, readings and everything. lately i've been surronding myself with incrediable poeple. all of them are so intellectual and witty and just an amazing influence in my life. Of course there is a boy, i like him yes but i'm not sure if i "like" him. All i can say is that he's one of "those" people too. He has passion for what he wants to do, he knows so much and i enjoy talking to him about everything. We have a connection that i've never had with another person and its not a sexual one at that. Actually he hasn't made a move on me in the slightest and i like that. I'm comfortable around him and can be myself, say what i say and be silly and loud and when ever there is silence its not ackward. I wait for him to come online just so we can chat and i so much enjoy the little things. bringing him cookies to his work, seeing his eyes light up when he smiles. So far i even meet a couple ofhis friends and they are all cool, i want him to meet mine. Its funny how i can tell him about alina and he just understand what i mean and then can relate and want to meet her. He helped me pick out heer present and then sent me a novel of a message asking me if she liked it. I told him we broke in Roxie, and he said that he wants to come and join us all one time. Even after buying roxie he asked if we'll try her out when i said i have to get the goods first he looked to see if he had any. He's a genuinly sweet person and he's a guy, does that really ever happen? I don't want to say anything rush or jinx but i'm really enjoying everyone i'm around and the life i have.
In other news i've been very happy lately which is so amazing. School is wonderful and it boggles my mind how i can say that "i love my school". I go to class all the time and do my work, readings and everything. lately i've been surronding myself with incrediable poeple. all of them are so intellectual and witty and just an amazing influence in my life. Of course there is a boy, i like him yes but i'm not sure if i "like" him. All i can say is that he's one of "those" people too. He has passion for what he wants to do, he knows so much and i enjoy talking to him about everything. We have a connection that i've never had with another person and its not a sexual one at that. Actually he hasn't made a move on me in the slightest and i like that. I'm comfortable around him and can be myself, say what i say and be silly and loud and when ever there is silence its not ackward. I wait for him to come online just so we can chat and i so much enjoy the little things. bringing him cookies to his work, seeing his eyes light up when he smiles. So far i even meet a couple ofhis friends and they are all cool, i want him to meet mine. Its funny how i can tell him about alina and he just understand what i mean and then can relate and want to meet her. He helped me pick out heer present and then sent me a novel of a message asking me if she liked it. I told him we broke in Roxie, and he said that he wants to come and join us all one time. Even after buying roxie he asked if we'll try her out when i said i have to get the goods first he looked to see if he had any. He's a genuinly sweet person and he's a guy, does that really ever happen? I don't want to say anything rush or jinx but i'm really enjoying everyone i'm around and the life i have.