this is how i feel
right now.
i don't feel good. i feel like i have no friends here. the ones i do have are the same people i was friends with in hs. which is fine. but aren't we supposed to make new friends in college? and that makes it that much worse. like i just want to go back to hs and being surrounded by the same people... but not all of them makes it so hard. i long for my old friends. i don't fit in and i feel so upset. i feel like i peaked in high school. those were the best years of my life. and that's it. that's all i'm made of. it will never get better. i was popular and smart and involved, i was pretty and nice and cool and talented. what am i here? i'm nothing. i hate it here.
i don't feel good. i feel like i have no friends here. the ones i do have are the same people i was friends with in hs. which is fine. but aren't we supposed to make new friends in college? and that makes it that much worse. like i just want to go back to hs and being surrounded by the same people... but not all of them makes it so hard. i long for my old friends. i don't fit in and i feel so upset. i feel like i peaked in high school. those were the best years of my life. and that's it. that's all i'm made of. it will never get better. i was popular and smart and involved, i was pretty and nice and cool and talented. what am i here? i'm nothing. i hate it here.