Bull Market, Bull shit, I Can't Bear It, I Fucking Quit...
I feel like the stock market...
(The way I've felt lately \/)
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\...ect.
(i drew a better stock market line graph thing, but i don't have the effort to get it to work with this psuedo html setup, if I want to fucking type & nbsp a million times to get fucking 5 spaces I'll get a geocities account again.)
Except I live years in days, one day its the fucking great depression the next days its a bull market...
Its a lot of fucking effort to type to her...that's pretty sad when I'm stressing to even type, I don't know...I don't need to do anything else, its a lot of effort to talk to my friend too, not former friend, but shit will never be the same, because I don't hate Rob...but God help me I want to.
I'm calling her Sunday, its like therapy for me, I hate it, I've never loved a girl before her, it'll take time to get this shit off my chest...I've said it before in different words, I fight myself tooth and nail, the logic side of me knows its stupid, but my emotions say fuck logic...I miss some things I thought I could never miss about someone...stupid little details...its over...maybe one new friendship and the price of the stability of another. I'm never going to be ok with it, I'm going to be over her at some point, i kind of am now, but not all the way, but I'll never be ok with the way things are...
On a more Sunny note, well actually its not sunny, eh whateva.Bu nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh Machine said we'd jam sunday, aparantly at his behest, for when the sabbath day rolled around he was nowhere to be found, not a word spoken...dude, new friendships are fine to have,me and Butter aren't pissed because you have new friends, we're pissed because you ditch us all the time with no regard. To brush your other friends aside constantly isn't cool...I had fun at the Halloween party, I'm glad as hell that I went, it was fun just chilling a reminiscing, but then you ditch me like right away the next fucking day, whats that shit? fuck it dude. fuck that shit.Whateva!
(The way I've felt lately \/)
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\...ect.
(i drew a better stock market line graph thing, but i don't have the effort to get it to work with this psuedo html setup, if I want to fucking type & nbsp a million times to get fucking 5 spaces I'll get a geocities account again.)
Except I live years in days, one day its the fucking great depression the next days its a bull market...
Its a lot of fucking effort to type to her...that's pretty sad when I'm stressing to even type, I don't know...I don't need to do anything else, its a lot of effort to talk to my friend too, not former friend, but shit will never be the same, because I don't hate Rob...but God help me I want to.
I'm calling her Sunday, its like therapy for me, I hate it, I've never loved a girl before her, it'll take time to get this shit off my chest...I've said it before in different words, I fight myself tooth and nail, the logic side of me knows its stupid, but my emotions say fuck logic...I miss some things I thought I could never miss about someone...stupid little details...its over...maybe one new friendship and the price of the stability of another. I'm never going to be ok with it, I'm going to be over her at some point, i kind of am now, but not all the way, but I'll never be ok with the way things are...
On a more Sunny note, well actually its not sunny, eh whateva.Bu nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh Machine said we'd jam sunday, aparantly at his behest, for when the sabbath day rolled around he was nowhere to be found, not a word spoken...dude, new friendships are fine to have,me and Butter aren't pissed because you have new friends, we're pissed because you ditch us all the time with no regard. To brush your other friends aside constantly isn't cool...I had fun at the Halloween party, I'm glad as hell that I went, it was fun just chilling a reminiscing, but then you ditch me like right away the next fucking day, whats that shit? fuck it dude. fuck that shit.Whateva!