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I went to the mall last night because I needed to buy a strapless bra for the Christmas party but my friend Danielle is letting had one that she is going to let me borrow. I got a gift card for my b-day so I went to New York & Co and got 2 long sleeve shirts b/c I don't have many and it's been pretty cold here in FL.
I was trying on the dress last night with the bra and I heard someone knock on the door and it was Dewayne (my ex but my friend) His roommate locked him out of the house on accident so he came to use the phone. I heard him trying to explain to James how he knew where we live b/c James doesn't know that he's been over here. He looked so good last night. My friend Danielle was interested in him but I had to break her heart and tell her he has a girlfriend. I think about him often. I can't help it. I love James with all my heart but I care for Dewayne and I always will. He was my first everything. I seem to wonder sometimes what my life would be like if I had chose him over James. I would never to do anything to mess up my relationship with James but it's nice to day dream and think about the past.
I'm going to clean my Mom's house today. She likes me doing it during the week but I would prefer doing it on the weekends b/c I have to take Jackson with me. It's hard taking care of him & trying to clean her house.
I'm getting pretty excited about going to dinner tonight. It's been so long since I've gone out. My sister is going to watch the baby. I wish she would watch him over here but she says she rather watch him at her house so whatever, we aren't going to be out late. I need to wash James' dress pants and shirt for Saturday.
I was trying on the dress last night with the bra and I heard someone knock on the door and it was Dewayne (my ex but my friend) His roommate locked him out of the house on accident so he came to use the phone. I heard him trying to explain to James how he knew where we live b/c James doesn't know that he's been over here. He looked so good last night. My friend Danielle was interested in him but I had to break her heart and tell her he has a girlfriend. I think about him often. I can't help it. I love James with all my heart but I care for Dewayne and I always will. He was my first everything. I seem to wonder sometimes what my life would be like if I had chose him over James. I would never to do anything to mess up my relationship with James but it's nice to day dream and think about the past.
I'm going to clean my Mom's house today. She likes me doing it during the week but I would prefer doing it on the weekends b/c I have to take Jackson with me. It's hard taking care of him & trying to clean her house.
I'm getting pretty excited about going to dinner tonight. It's been so long since I've gone out. My sister is going to watch the baby. I wish she would watch him over here but she says she rather watch him at her house so whatever, we aren't going to be out late. I need to wash James' dress pants and shirt for Saturday.