Dec 01, 2005 10:39
I feel like crap this morning. I didn't sleep good. I tossed and turned all night long. I woke up this morning @ 3 to feed Jackson and went back to bed. I got up this morning at 7:30 and threw up my food from last night. I don't think the food sat well in my stomach. I went back to bed at slept until close to 10. I'm glad James was home. He took Jackson to get his RSV shot this morning. I changed Jackson's clothes and seen the 2 bruises on his arm from them trying to draw blood yesterday. I ate a cereal bar when they left and threw that up. I don't know what's going on. I know I'm not pregnant, I just got off my period. I guess I'll try to eat something else here in a little bit.
James also informed me last night that his job is closing the week of Christmas and he will not get paid because he has no vacation time. Nice huh? I can't wait until he gets a new job.
I asked my Mom if she wanted those grave sites next to Jhace and Jada because James and I can't afford the payments since they hiked up the prices and we threw out the first contract. She said she'll talk to her husband and let us know. I'd rather family members be buried next to them. If she doesn't want them then we will just tell the funeral home nevermind.
On Sunday, TGH is having a get together for all of the families that lost babies in the NICU. James and I are going. I'm hoping to see a Mom there. Her Son died a couple of months after Jackson was born. I sent her a card when I heard. It was sad. I'm looking foward to going.