Feb 28, 2005 21:16
Twice in one day can you believe it??? ok well i took some medicine and no w i have my head on straight... no pun intended... which leads me to my next tyrade. Why do we use stereotypes to judge ppl? Well i mean why do we judge ppl in the fist place is the bigger questions but i don't really care right now, so ne way why is it that i can't act the way i act? I mean without being labeled gay by every figin person with 1/10 of a brain, good GOd even frigin ants are like wow that mofo is gay. WHY???? why is it that the way i act is the persona of a gay person? WAS I BORN BROKEN???? but im not even GAY!! and i completely lost my point...
so ne way i got into a fight with my parents about trust cuz my whole family was bugging me and then i went online and my mother wanted to be a pain and was like you ahve to ask me when you can go online and i was like are you fucking kidding me (i used to before cuz we had dial-up and just incase she had like an important phonecall or something i had to chekc in with her) and so she was lik well i want to monitor what you do, so i was like basically you don't trust me and she was like no i don't trust other ppl. But its like i think i can figure out no to talk to strange ppl cuz someone might come steal mea and even the smallest bit of info might expose who i am. So i told her that its me she really doesn't trust and she like flipped out on me. I guess its just our parenst way of wanting to protect us but why are they so blinded by their wanting to keep us safe that they don't even see how we have grown... maybe its because they dont want to see it. i don't know i just never really thought i would have to deal with something like this seeing that my parents have always been fairly cool about this kinda of thing. but w/e
ok you guess POLL TIME!!! alright do we like to go with subtle low key asian motif? cuz we are redoing my room (i know i am making the stereotype worse but you know what fuck it!) and my parents got these really really cool bamboo blinds and they are real and im really happy, but i think i want to go with that, and get you know like the low platform bed and stuff and get more bamboo and maybe put it in the corner of my room in a big pot wiht chinese writing on the side or something and just go with the whole oriental look? Whaddo we think?
w/e im in a wierd mood today
TTYL
-JiM BoB