a realization

[koverus]

i think i am going to have to question something that i would rather not. honesty is after one of my most inportant virtues in everything. i know i hate it to have my own integrity questioned, and i dont like to do it to others... but when certain things come up, you really cant help yourself. ive just had to deal with to many bullshitters, and i just want to clear things up.

its not worth keeping a friendship by not asking the truth. blinding yourself to whats happening just so you can convince yourself you are happy... its not what i want to do.