And he moves on.
So, after destroying a metal bat yesterday by banging it against a pipe, and lots of meditation, i have rebuilt myself. Ive started to tap that darkness in my soul... and i feel more complete with it. after seeking it in my mind, i felt happier, despite what has been going on. All my life i have shut it away, and now it is finally being realeased. I no longer care about controlling it... well, more like i no longer worry.
What happens happens, and the great jester watches us in our life, his chaos flowing through the universe, balancing, yet disrupting, dark and light.
and the whole time, he laughs.
he is me, within me, and without.
But i am also me.
Sorry, i know it dosnt make sense, there may be one or two of you who get that though.
But, anyways, to sum it all up, i am learning more about myself, the more i learn, the more i change, the more i change, the better i will be. I just need to know and focus.
What happens happens, and the great jester watches us in our life, his chaos flowing through the universe, balancing, yet disrupting, dark and light.
and the whole time, he laughs.
he is me, within me, and without.
But i am also me.
Sorry, i know it dosnt make sense, there may be one or two of you who get that though.
But, anyways, to sum it all up, i am learning more about myself, the more i learn, the more i change, the more i change, the better i will be. I just need to know and focus.