I have completely no idea who I'm supposed to be shipping right now. Because SeoKyu's my favorite, but... YongSeo is still in my heart. :(
He was Yong. She was Hyun. Before they are; now they were. She can count the spaces in between her finger and the ring. It twirls effortlessly when before she had flesh to fill in the void. When she had him to fill up the void.
This is when I wish that this was purely YongSeo and I didn't have SeoKyu to ship in this. It makes me want to cry. Ugh. You two, come back and get married again.
The answer is evident and their hearts crash. Nothing special, but gravity drags her down. This time around, his heart aches.
I want to strangle all of them. violence isn't going to help... My heart is breeeeaking. With Kyuhyun and all of his lonliness and seemingly onesided love for Seohyun.
Anyways, Jesa, your writing never fails to amaze me. Or make me cry. XD. Thank you for writing
i just woke up last night and was like, wow, i really miss yonghwa and seohyun. to be honest, i haven't even watched the last episode because i'm kind of in denial. well, i did watch it, but raw. so, i had no idea what they said. anyways, back to my rant, it was such a strange moment for me. so, i figured she definitely misses him more than i miss him .. or them (incoherency!) and i decided that she'll miss him whenever. inevitable, almost - even if kyuhyun is in the picture. which, is how i came up with this.
that was probably very boring ^
but i still love seokyu to pieces and my yongseo. it's so hard ):
i kind of put off reading this because i'm not ... really in any specific mood other than neutral. neutral is a safe spot to be, i think although this comes and goes. but in a way, i'm kind of glad i read this because it's not as bad as i was expecting. "bad" in the sense that this is complete angst. it is, all things considered, but i don't know. i feel like YS has the stronger pull here, and the sad part is really on SK's end.
but then, yeah, there's that last line. i guess. but i don't know. sigh, i don't know. maybe this is one of those stories where it actually hits you long after you've read it, which would pretty much suck every bad thing out there. jsyk.
i wasn't honestly so sure where this would end up, but i just woke up missing them, so idek either. it's hard because i love seokyu too, so maybe i'll write something happier for kyuhyun's sake.
i was reading this in a hurry cause its got yongseo in this and im such a seokyu shipper (well im confused you know that) so well..
;____________;
i dont have any adjective to describe this. so good yet heartbreaking. i felt seohyun's pain of missing someone, endings dont really heal at times (maybe not at all)and that ring the two of them shared made moving on even harder for her, because memories would simply come back whenever she looks at it. but then, she can never really dispose it or keep it somewhere hidden--maybe she would (because she's with another man now); she would, but not today.
and then she asks kyu if it was alright to miss yong, and kyu just tells him it was fine. this part really got me. because kyu acted like he should as her oppa; he showed how mature and understanding he could be, even if fans know him more as the evil maknae, because this wasnt just a random girl, she was seohyun; he let her keep a place exclusively for yonghwa in her heart, that even if he hoped, "She won't miss him tomorrow, or the day
( ... )
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU READ THIS. i'll write something happier for our seokyu hearts, besides, i miss them too. and you! i miss you!
i came to the conclusion that seohyun will miss him no matter who she is with. which is all be it, extremely painful for her and the other person (whether it be kyuhyun or yoseob or minho or anyone else she might end up with). but i think you got it right. there's always going to tbe that little (or big) part of her heart given away to yonghwa.
anyways, time ticking on me is coming up soon x__x
i'm going to miss it after i'm done. (btw, donghae icon just for you.)
of course i read it! it's seokyu (and yongseo) and YOU wrote it! I love everything you write, remember? kekeke
owyeah~ i love the sound of "happy seokyu" haha and i miss you too! :)
one thing though, sometimes missing a person doesnt have to be as painful. whenever i miss someone, only the part of separation makes it sad, but when i have beautiful memories to look back to, I feel more happy than pained. YongSeo have shared a lot of wonderful first times and unforgettable moments that only the two of them have, no one can ever replace Yong in her heart, just as no other girl can take Seohyun's place in his; and I only wish that Seohyun recall these memories more positively. YongSeo will never be gone. She knows it, he does and so do we.
i'm waiting for it. the latest update was sooo good i cant put how i feel in words. /fail i hope you make another haesica fic after TTOM. (lol wishful thinking)
awwww hae icon = love! (i'll give it to sica XDDD)
Comments 12
Reply
I have completely no idea who I'm supposed to be shipping right now. Because SeoKyu's my favorite, but... YongSeo is still in my heart. :(
He was Yong. She was Hyun. Before they are; now they were. She can count the spaces in between her finger and the ring. It twirls effortlessly when before she had flesh to fill in the void. When she had him to fill up the void.
This is when I wish that this was purely YongSeo and I didn't have SeoKyu to ship in this. It makes me want to cry. Ugh. You two, come back and get married again.
The answer is evident and their hearts crash. Nothing special, but gravity drags her down. This time around, his heart aches.
I want to strangle all of them. violence isn't going to help... My heart is breeeeaking. With Kyuhyun and all of his lonliness and seemingly onesided love for Seohyun.
Anyways, Jesa, your writing never fails to amaze me. Or make me cry. XD. Thank you for writing
Reply
i just woke up last night and was like, wow, i really miss yonghwa and seohyun. to be honest, i haven't even watched the last episode because i'm kind of in denial. well, i did watch it, but raw. so, i had no idea what they said. anyways, back to my rant, it was such a strange moment for me. so, i figured she definitely misses him more than i miss him .. or them (incoherency!) and i decided that she'll miss him whenever. inevitable, almost - even if kyuhyun is in the picture. which, is how i came up with this.
that was probably very boring ^
but i still love seokyu to pieces and my yongseo. it's so hard ):
Reply
but then, yeah, there's that last line. i guess. but i don't know. sigh, i don't know. maybe this is one of those stories where it actually hits you long after you've read it, which would pretty much suck every bad thing out there. jsyk.
anyway, loved this. obviously.
thank you~
Reply
thank you for reading <3
Reply
;____________;
i dont have any adjective to describe this. so good yet heartbreaking. i felt seohyun's pain of missing someone, endings dont really heal at times (maybe not at all)and that ring the two of them shared made moving on even harder for her, because memories would simply come back whenever she looks at it. but then, she can never really dispose it or keep it somewhere hidden--maybe she would (because she's with another man now); she would, but not today.
and then she asks kyu if it was alright to miss yong, and kyu just tells him it was fine. this part really got me. because kyu acted like he should as her oppa; he showed how mature and understanding he could be, even if fans know him more as the evil maknae, because this wasnt just a random girl, she was seohyun; he let her keep a place exclusively for yonghwa in her heart, that even if he hoped, "She won't miss him tomorrow, or the day ( ... )
Reply
i'll write something happier for our seokyu hearts, besides, i miss them too. and you! i miss you!
i came to the conclusion that seohyun will miss him no matter who she is with. which is all be it, extremely painful for her and the other person (whether it be kyuhyun or yoseob or minho or anyone else she might end up with). but i think you got it right. there's always going to tbe that little (or big) part of her heart given away to yonghwa.
anyways, time ticking on me is coming up soon x__x
i'm going to miss it after i'm done.
(btw, donghae icon just for you.)
Reply
owyeah~ i love the sound of "happy seokyu" haha and i miss you too! :)
one thing though, sometimes missing a person doesnt have to be as painful. whenever i miss someone, only the part of separation makes it sad, but when i have beautiful memories to look back to, I feel more happy than pained. YongSeo have shared a lot of wonderful first times and unforgettable moments that only the two of them have, no one can ever replace Yong in her heart, just as no other girl can take Seohyun's place in his; and I only wish that Seohyun recall these memories more positively. YongSeo will never be gone. She knows it, he does and so do we.
i'm waiting for it. the latest update was sooo good i cant put how i feel in words. /fail i hope you make another haesica fic after TTOM. (lol wishful thinking)
awwww hae icon = love! (i'll give it to sica XDDD)
Reply
again, short pieces with such a flair for emotion and pacing. you always do so good ♥
Reply
i am sorry
Reply
lol but yes i like yongseo too! no no, you're doing good with the angst :3
Reply
and yongseo is so precious. i miss them, suddenly.
Reply
Leave a comment