It's an update...a very depressing/angry/hopeful update
Okay, so I haven't updated in a while and I thought it was past time. I have so much going on that the review a week thing is going to have to be postponed until I graduate but I'm still planning on doing it. I have so much to do in just a few weeks. I have my Directed Research paper, three book reviews, two research papers, a music project, essays, and finals all due in just a few weeks. Why didn't I do it earlier? I mean really, why? I have so much shit to do and I don't know if I have the time to do it. I've been on a 3-5 hour sleep schedule for the past few weeks and it's catching up to me. I'm so tired all the time and I keep feeling run down. I don't have time to be sick or unwell or just be really. There is hope though, I will be graduating (dear Lord please let me graduate) and I'll have about a month off before I move. Just so you know after I graduate I plan on sleeping for 48 hours straight. I might eat but honestly I don't really plan on leaving the bed except to go to the bathroom. Then I plan on layout and tanning and reading and working if I can find a part time job.
Oh, and if you haven't heard yet I didn't get into Law School. Yeah, it sucks but I'm starting to think it was a blessing. I'm so confused about what I really want to do so maybe a year off will be just the thing I need. I plan on getting a job and working until I decide what I need/want to do. I kind of want to go to school in the Fall and take only like 12 hours and get my B.A. in Political Science and maybe get my Education B.A. as well. I really think it would be good for me and I think it is what I want to do but I have a lot of thinking to do before I decide. Maybe I should just work this fall and go back to school next Spring. I don't know...it's just so confusing. Maybe I'll be able to think about it more effectively after I get the stress of the final semester out of the way. I hate not knowing what I'm going to do. Who knows, maybe this will be good for me. And I'm going to change the subject now.
On to better matters. I have a new show, well rather a semi old show. It's Star Trek Enterprise . I love it. It's so great and it's possible I could become a Trekkie-light. And Holiday was perfect. And I have a paper to finish so I'll try and update more in the upcoming weeks. I hope everyone has a great Easter. Later!
Oh, and if you haven't heard yet I didn't get into Law School. Yeah, it sucks but I'm starting to think it was a blessing. I'm so confused about what I really want to do so maybe a year off will be just the thing I need. I plan on getting a job and working until I decide what I need/want to do. I kind of want to go to school in the Fall and take only like 12 hours and get my B.A. in Political Science and maybe get my Education B.A. as well. I really think it would be good for me and I think it is what I want to do but I have a lot of thinking to do before I decide. Maybe I should just work this fall and go back to school next Spring. I don't know...it's just so confusing. Maybe I'll be able to think about it more effectively after I get the stress of the final semester out of the way. I hate not knowing what I'm going to do. Who knows, maybe this will be good for me. And I'm going to change the subject now.
On to better matters. I have a new show, well rather a semi old show. It's Star Trek Enterprise . I love it. It's so great and it's possible I could become a Trekkie-light. And Holiday was perfect. And I have a paper to finish so I'll try and update more in the upcoming weeks. I hope everyone has a great Easter. Later!