Random...thoughts
Twenty two days until I turn eighteen!!!!
My voter registration came yesterday, so I signed and sent right away. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
THE PRESIDENT DOES NOT MAKE TAX LAWS!!! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD AMERICA!!!!!!
Sorry..just saw an add against Karey cuz he said he wouldn't raise taxes on the middle class, but, oh no!, he voted for raising gas taxes, *gasp*, ten times! *sarcasm btw* People don't seem to understand that it's the House that makes the tax laws, and though the Pres can veto it, they can override that veto. So, really, we're getting mad at the wrong person. Urgh...
Boys Don't Cry is a AWSOME movie! I'm going to watch Antonia's Line tonight. ^_^ Should prove good as well. Yay! I kinda wanna put together a movie night, like Jen does, with my friends. But...they're not big movie watchers. And Josh isn't really a person to watch a movie with. He didn't understand the plot of the Dark Cyrstal. If you haven't seen it, here's the plot: The crystal broke, they had to put it back together. That's the plot at its barest. To get more complicated would take too long.
I want to live in Delmar, New York!!!
Sometimes, I wish I was straight. And sometimes, I think my whole attitude that I'm gay is just my mind trying to play tricks on me. I dunno...it's hard. I feel as though I've finally found myself, that nagging feeling that something wasn't right is gone, but...it's so hard to be the way I am. So many secrets. My dad asked me why I've been so sad lately, and I wanted to tell him "Because I had a girlfriend that I liked SO much, and we broke up. Now I feel as though I won't learn how to love. And I've wanted to tell you so I could get it off my chest and actually let myself realize and feel lt." But, I can't. That's what's causing most of my displeasure. My secrets. I can't tell them. They know, but they've spent the days since January making themselves beleive I'm not. Maybe I'm not after all...maybe this is just all in my mind, if I try hard enough, I could be the way everyone else is...maybe...but..here's the question. Do I want to?
I very likely might get a job at K-Mart. I've been in there so often one of the ladies already knows my name. I'm going back in tomorrow when the manager is there to talk to her. Keep your fingers crossed!
My voter registration came yesterday, so I signed and sent right away. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
THE PRESIDENT DOES NOT MAKE TAX LAWS!!! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD AMERICA!!!!!!
Sorry..just saw an add against Karey cuz he said he wouldn't raise taxes on the middle class, but, oh no!, he voted for raising gas taxes, *gasp*, ten times! *sarcasm btw* People don't seem to understand that it's the House that makes the tax laws, and though the Pres can veto it, they can override that veto. So, really, we're getting mad at the wrong person. Urgh...
Boys Don't Cry is a AWSOME movie! I'm going to watch Antonia's Line tonight. ^_^ Should prove good as well. Yay! I kinda wanna put together a movie night, like Jen does, with my friends. But...they're not big movie watchers. And Josh isn't really a person to watch a movie with. He didn't understand the plot of the Dark Cyrstal. If you haven't seen it, here's the plot: The crystal broke, they had to put it back together. That's the plot at its barest. To get more complicated would take too long.
I want to live in Delmar, New York!!!
Sometimes, I wish I was straight. And sometimes, I think my whole attitude that I'm gay is just my mind trying to play tricks on me. I dunno...it's hard. I feel as though I've finally found myself, that nagging feeling that something wasn't right is gone, but...it's so hard to be the way I am. So many secrets. My dad asked me why I've been so sad lately, and I wanted to tell him "Because I had a girlfriend that I liked SO much, and we broke up. Now I feel as though I won't learn how to love. And I've wanted to tell you so I could get it off my chest and actually let myself realize and feel lt." But, I can't. That's what's causing most of my displeasure. My secrets. I can't tell them. They know, but they've spent the days since January making themselves beleive I'm not. Maybe I'm not after all...maybe this is just all in my mind, if I try hard enough, I could be the way everyone else is...maybe...but..here's the question. Do I want to?
I very likely might get a job at K-Mart. I've been in there so often one of the ladies already knows my name. I'm going back in tomorrow when the manager is there to talk to her. Keep your fingers crossed!