My wish...

Aug 01, 2004 05:56

What I would wish for if I knew one wish would ever come true. That all my friends would be happy. Sure, they need sadness in their lives, things going wrong, but nothing that nearly crushes them, nothing like what Kitty and Martha have to go through. They need their troubles, yes, but not that big, not that bad. I just wish my friends could be reltively happy, and not have bouts of depression or feel like the world's against them. Maybe it's too much, maybe it's not right, or not living, but I still want it.

Hurrican Harbour was an absolute blast, a few of the slides were scary, but in a 'I wanna go back on that' kinda way. One was a straight drop down, and when you started sliding, you left the slide for a few seconds. The Lost Rapids or something was the best ride there, but don't let go. They tell you to hold on for a reason, when your near vertical on the raft, you need to hold on so you don't face plant in the person next to you's lap. Like Josh nearly did. lol. It was a blast though. A lot more fun then I thought, but nothing I'd really pay for. If I can get some money, we might go up to Six Flags later before school starts, which is pretty soon. T_T I hate school.

When I got back Friday, we all went drinking after Josh and Ashley's show, and I didn't even get a buzz! I was so pissed that I was a heavy weight. I wanted to get drunk...T_T Then I came home, crashed about one in the morning cuz my moods were going everywhere and I was so pissed I couldn't see straight form something someone said online that shouldn't have even bothered me in the slightest, then I slept...and slept...and slept...and finally crawled outta bed around ten or eleven Saturday night. I just didn't feel like getting out of bed and my parents gave up trying to wake me. Now I'm sitting here..unable to sleep cuz I got way over tweleve hours of sleep. Insomnia sucks, and then the sudden urge not to get up and just sleep sucks worse. My body's sore...Anyway...I miss Desi, we haven't hung out a lot, but I'm still feeling good about our relationship, I still feel like we're dating and everything. It's nice. ^_^

Nothing else to say really, going to go now. Ja ne.
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