i continue to suck at life

[kottonmouthbabe]

Sooo...things were starting to look up b/c I found out my sister's friend got me a car but I can't get it til next week b/c of it getting a lil spruced up and stuff. Then things started sucking b/c I found out that I was overdrafted like 200$ in my bank account. Ok, now I just checked it and I'm overdraft 500$. I have NOOOOO idea how I could have overdrafted that much. I've been keeping up with my bank stuff in my check register and everything and it still happened. I know I've done overdrafted severalllll times in the past before b/c I was careless and just didn't keep up with it.. but this time I believe it was an honest mistake. I've got to find some time and hopefully go talk with someone at the bank and see if there's anyway they'll take off at least some of the charges b/c they've never done that before. I just had to pay my 190$ cell phone bill so the money left over from my paycheck has got to last me b/c I gotta start saving. I just dont know how I'm going to pay the bank off and try to pay this guy off that bought me the car and another big bill I owe by the end of the year. I need a few thousand dollars... anyone willing to give it to me? Didn't think so. UGHHH MONEY STRESSES ME OUT. Just thinking about this overdraft deal is making me wanna shoot myself or somebody. I mean that's 500$ towards my car. BUT NO!!! Seriously, I'm never using my debit card anymore. Actually - it's a good thing that the ATM ate it yesterday. I was just trying to check my balance and I put my card in and it was kinda rough going in b/c of the machine and nothing ever happened w/ the screen .. soo ? Well whatever I don't want it anymore b/c all it causes is trouble! But actually, I do need it. Hmm. Whatever.

Oh yeah. My house in the gump finally sold. Gotta go there soon and help move. SHOOT ME b/c that's like 16 years of SHIT in there and I don't feel like going through it.