taking away the moments that make up a dog day
My life sucks right now, but I'm getting used to it. I'm trying to stop the whole feeling sorry for myself bit and actually do something to make things get better. It's going to take a while considering the amount of work I have to pull off to make things right and to make myself happy.. but in time it will come.
It's time for me to go back to school. I see a summer semester in the makings quite possibly. I heart summer classes. (Or I did last year anyways..)
Memphis this weekend? We shall see. Shelly wants to go get my stuff from Tuscaloosa and permanently move out of my apartment this weekend sometime. I was really hoping that I could go to Memphis w/ Blake... but we'll have to see what is said in the morning. I think I may have just figured out a plan in my head.. so I'll run it by everyone.
I miss alot of people right now. For some odd reason, I am missing a few people from the gump more than I am missing my friends from t-town. Don't get me wrong, I have AWESOME friends in T-town, but I feel so close to them; like we all have a connection of some sort. I feel like they're always with me in spirit (yeah that sounds gay but.. seriously). The friends in the gump though, I feel are slipping away. There's definitely a few ppl there that I do not want to lose touch with.
New car coming in a couple of months. Damn credit card bill - holding me back from alot of things I need/want to do right now. But yes, things will start looking up in the next couple of months.
Things I am learning/have learned:
1. Positive Attitude = makes the day go by alot easier
2. Things will be OKAY
3. No one will ever care about me until I care about myself
4. Must worry about me and only me. Must stop worrying what others are doing and get going with my life.
5. Things aren't always going to work out.. so tweak the circumstances so that whatever happens you can benefit from
6. It's time to grow up.. finally.
7. If I'm not happy with myself, quit bitching about it and actually DO something about it!
8. Everything will change.
It's time for me to go back to school. I see a summer semester in the makings quite possibly. I heart summer classes. (Or I did last year anyways..)
Memphis this weekend? We shall see. Shelly wants to go get my stuff from Tuscaloosa and permanently move out of my apartment this weekend sometime. I was really hoping that I could go to Memphis w/ Blake... but we'll have to see what is said in the morning. I think I may have just figured out a plan in my head.. so I'll run it by everyone.
I miss alot of people right now. For some odd reason, I am missing a few people from the gump more than I am missing my friends from t-town. Don't get me wrong, I have AWESOME friends in T-town, but I feel so close to them; like we all have a connection of some sort. I feel like they're always with me in spirit (yeah that sounds gay but.. seriously). The friends in the gump though, I feel are slipping away. There's definitely a few ppl there that I do not want to lose touch with.
New car coming in a couple of months. Damn credit card bill - holding me back from alot of things I need/want to do right now. But yes, things will start looking up in the next couple of months.
Things I am learning/have learned:
1. Positive Attitude = makes the day go by alot easier
2. Things will be OKAY
3. No one will ever care about me until I care about myself
4. Must worry about me and only me. Must stop worrying what others are doing and get going with my life.
5. Things aren't always going to work out.. so tweak the circumstances so that whatever happens you can benefit from
6. It's time to grow up.. finally.
7. If I'm not happy with myself, quit bitching about it and actually DO something about it!
8. Everything will change.