some things will never change..
i just got back from seeing texas chainsaw massacer with alicia. i'm going to have fucking nightmares for weeks. haha not really. it wasn't as scary as people said it was, just really disgusting. i recommend you all go see it though. i was cracking up so much in the movie.. i laugh innapropriately. hm. i wasn't about to go to the football game tonight and freeze my ass off. it was our last game and we lost. damn. oh well.
i wasn't really feeling like doing anything at all tonight but i'm glad i got out because i forgot about some things and had a good time. god i felt SO fat today. this is the worst feeling in the world. i've realize i like feeling starved rather than super full. i was such a heffer today. i wanted to indulge today because tomorrow is the start of my 3 day fast that i will hopefully go through with. i need to. i am just so sick of all this weight on me that doen't need to be there. i will be so much happier when it's finally all gone..
i think i'm gonna go sleep now. nighty night.
i wasn't really feeling like doing anything at all tonight but i'm glad i got out because i forgot about some things and had a good time. god i felt SO fat today. this is the worst feeling in the world. i've realize i like feeling starved rather than super full. i was such a heffer today. i wanted to indulge today because tomorrow is the start of my 3 day fast that i will hopefully go through with. i need to. i am just so sick of all this weight on me that doen't need to be there. i will be so much happier when it's finally all gone..
i think i'm gonna go sleep now. nighty night.