LOL
LOLLLL I had another one of my night terrors/nightmares again.
I woke up with a start and by the time I was fully awake, I was STANDING ON MY BED, at the opposite corner, trying desperately to hide in the corner where the wall and wardrobe at the foot of my bed meet. It was insane, I had the coveres pulled up to my chin and I was FREAKED. OUT. My heart was pounding 10000000 BPM, it took me 5 minutes to calm down. It can't have been a real night terror because I remember it, I remeMber being scared of something dark crawling along the floor towards my bed (it could have been my cat, emlan was amused at the idea of Szok coming towards me to snuggle and me losing it), but it was irrational fear. Already as I was lunging towards the other end of my bed I knew there was nothing there but I couldn't stop and the terror was so real, it's like my mind was saying "IT'S OK" but my instincts were screaming "DANGER!!!".
I never shake, but when I lay down to try to fall back asleep my hands were flying all over the place LOL
I LOVE MY LIFE.
Also I wanna dress up as Hikyo Bancho for Halloween BUT I'm pretty sure the costume would cost a fortune to complete. Especially the mask, the hat and hardo gay cut-off jacket. BUT. I will think about it. Maybe... papier-mache mask? The hat could be bought or borrowed maybe.... the jacket I could get at a second-hand shop and cut it off... black pants I should have.
Nobody would recognize me, but I could just say I'm dressed as... some. Porn fantasy.
A whip. I need a whip.
ETA: WAAAAHAHAHAHA I JUST REMEMBERED, I was tryin to fall alseep and suddenly I heard this in my head: Her vagina exploded into digitalized Daft Punk sounds and lychee fruits. LOLLL
I woke up with a start and by the time I was fully awake, I was STANDING ON MY BED, at the opposite corner, trying desperately to hide in the corner where the wall and wardrobe at the foot of my bed meet. It was insane, I had the coveres pulled up to my chin and I was FREAKED. OUT. My heart was pounding 10000000 BPM, it took me 5 minutes to calm down. It can't have been a real night terror because I remember it, I remeMber being scared of something dark crawling along the floor towards my bed (it could have been my cat, emlan was amused at the idea of Szok coming towards me to snuggle and me losing it), but it was irrational fear. Already as I was lunging towards the other end of my bed I knew there was nothing there but I couldn't stop and the terror was so real, it's like my mind was saying "IT'S OK" but my instincts were screaming "DANGER!!!".
I never shake, but when I lay down to try to fall back asleep my hands were flying all over the place LOL
I LOVE MY LIFE.
Also I wanna dress up as Hikyo Bancho for Halloween BUT I'm pretty sure the costume would cost a fortune to complete. Especially the mask, the hat and hardo gay cut-off jacket. BUT. I will think about it. Maybe... papier-mache mask? The hat could be bought or borrowed maybe.... the jacket I could get at a second-hand shop and cut it off... black pants I should have.
Nobody would recognize me, but I could just say I'm dressed as... some. Porn fantasy.
A whip. I need a whip.
ETA: WAAAAHAHAHAHA I JUST REMEMBERED, I was tryin to fall alseep and suddenly I heard this in my head: Her vagina exploded into digitalized Daft Punk sounds and lychee fruits. LOLLL