i hate when you don't have reasons for things....

[kosmicnic]

i feel terrible today and i don't know why. i can't stop crying and i don't know why. i suppose it's a mixture of many small things going on. or maybe i'm just due for a shitty day. this morning i came back from matt's and couldn't find any parking anywhere near my house, so i had to drive to work and park illegally, hopefully i don't get a ticket. then i hav to drive back and search for a parking space again. and there is room in my driveway, but the fucking whores that live downstairs in my house always let their boyfriends park in the driveway and they don't pull up all the way and then i have no where to park, even though i'm entitled to a parking space. so that's been pissing me off like a mother fucker for a few months now. also, i work nights this week and next and i have to work this weekend then i go on vacation for a week. so i won't really get to see matt for a long time and that really pisses me off. plus it's early on a friday and i'll probably have to work really late tonight and not get to see matt and just come home and go to sleep. and then i have to come in early at 7am tomorrow to work at the hospital again for like 10 hours to make up for my vacation time. so that sucks. and i guess i'm just stressed about medical school and all the application process and getting in, really want to get into wayne state so bad, god i hope i do.

i hope this only lasts a day....