SOCIAL TIME!!!
Wow is all I can say to describe my first Kappa Social...It was called the Kappa Stoplight Krush Social. Basically, the deal was, the girls dress like stop lights. You either wear Red, Yellow, or Green. I wore Green, which was totally inappropriate, but whatever...its all good. Okay, the rules. If you are single you wear GREEN, if you are talking to someone you wear YELLOW (kind of like, if you can convince me you are better, then you can be my new guy), and you wear RED if you are dating someone. I probably should have worn something like ORANGE. I went in green, which was inappopriate :(...anyways, I didn't explain the concept to August...I just told him I had a social, and that I would be home around 2-ish (It was closer to 3:30) I should have worn Orange, Red, or Yellow...any color other than the one I was wearing...See...August and I had a small heart to heart...He explained to me why he's a little distant...Apparently, his last girlfriend and he were doing great, just like he and I are now, and they were officially boyfriend and girlfriend right from the start...but then, she screwed him over, and it hurt him, so he wants to wait a little while before we become officially boyfriend and girlfriend...we've been together for...let me see...18 days...I don't mind waiting...I do miss him sleeping with me every night though...its more spread out...Anyways...let me just start with the problems and then lead into the sleeping together...Okay...so yeah...Havely (my bestfriend up here) was noticing, that he and I only hung out at night, and that was cool with me, yeah, I wished he'd spend some time with me during the day, but I understood, that between school, and spending time with our friends individually, there just weren't enough hours in the day...but, between her saying it wasn't fair to me, and me wanting to spend more time, I had her text him saying that he was losing me, and he flipped out, and he had liked Havely before that, but after that, he had a slight chip on his shoulder towards her, but then I fixed it...and then, one of Augusts friends, Alex, (who is a total player and womanizer) wanted to fool around with Havely, well, she went along with it at first, but then she flipped out, like...she wasn't really in the mood, and on top of that, she was kind of using him to make this other couple jealous...well anyways, the couple got pissed and left, and she totally handled the situation the wrong way...so anyways, after that, August totally disliked Havely for "playing his boy"...while at the same time, Havely dislikes August for "treating me like crap"...I hate them not liking each other...but August is such a sweetie...one morning when we were having breakfast together, he asked me if I thought he should let up on Havely, you know, give her another shot, and I said yes, that I would seriously appreciate it...I told him, that they were currently the two most important people in my life, and that it thoroughly sucked to be with either one or the other, but never being able to enjoy them both at the same time...:(...anyways...yeah...so that was and is the drama...they currently tolerate each other...but thats better than total dislike...okay...now our bed problems...I haven't slept with August...not as in like have sex, but we used to be like every other couple, we'd fool around either before or after sleeping together (actual sleeping)...well, yeah, anyways, I had my period last week, and he was totally sweet about it...like for the first time ever, I had cramps, and he left his video games, to come downstairs to give me a backrub...(now isn't that sweet???) but he didn't touch me the whole week I had my period...which totally sucked, cause as much as I wanted him too, we couldn't...but I've been off my period for about 3 days now, and he hasn't touched me...and its not because he isn't turned on...because he def. is, because I get him in that state...and it sucks, cause all he does is roll over and ask me to give him a back rub...how do I tell him, or get across to him, that I actually want him to touch me, to fool around with me??? I'm very standoffish about the sex issue, but I do want him to mess around with me, like in the beginning...he's getting weird...well, not weird, just he doesn't understand the effect he has on me...:(...oh well, i'll figure SOME way to tell him...hopefully the message I left on his phone last night will get the point across...:D...anyways, I'm going to get some sleep before I have to go to Tara for lunch...Love You so much Kare-Bear, and don't think about Flor and Salo, things will work out, and if it helps any, she's a Bitch for stepping on your toes like that, and he's an ASS (actually just a male) for even hooking up with your supposed bestfriend...you still have me though...LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SOOOOOOO much