i'm a fuck up!!!!!
~well let's start off with last night, i had a hell of a lot of fun--it was awesome!!! i went and saw othello, that was good...then i went to tristan's for her bday, and that was great. well seeing rocha blew...damn he is fuckin nasty, so about the time when he showed up, i started doing shots. i mean i had already done 2 but not the point. i had hella fun, there was some drama. but it was good. i laughed so damn much..and i have rug burn all over!!! and my ass hurts hella bad!!! and my boys are so damn cute, they came with last night...that was great....and i talked to drew for a little bit, and that was good. i miss that kid so much, but everything happens for a reason, and i am glad that i met him, and that everything happened, because i had fun, and i learned something....
~well kaitlyn picked me up today, and we did homework...then we went back to my house, and well we developed a little problem... well my mom didn't know that i was spending the night at tristans, adn kaitlyn kinda slipped, but that's fine, because i lied, and so i can't expect her to cover it up for me...but now my mom gave me a huge lecture, because i am a huge fuck up, and that is all i do--ya know fuck up...i mean i keep making bad decisions left and right, and i can't do anything right. and i am a huge liar, and i am completely and utterly disrespectful...but my mom is completely undeserving of everything because she is so fucking PERFECT!!! yeah whatever...but now mom said one more strike and i'm out...which is fine i wanna get the fuck out, i just don't know where the fuck i wanna go...so whatever...i guess this is what happens when you lose who you are, adn everything you stand for...you fuck up constantly and what not...
but anyways, i have to go...love ya'll and i'ma talk to you guys later...bye bye for now...
~love always and forever~
**amy**
p.s. i hate my mother....fuckin bitch!!!!