cannot sleep
yeah i know it's still relatively early, and i should not be bitching already about not being able to sleep, but i'm tired and i want to sleep, and dream and wake up tomorrow and today will be nothing but a memory. i can look back on it and it won't be as big of a deal as it was today...because it won't matter anymore. nothing will matter anymore. it won't be about why he and i broke up, or the fact that he has been dating someone else...because i will move on. i will not forget, and i won't forgive...but i will push it aside and pay attention to things that require more attention...like my friends, family, and school...most of all school. i am starting to lose track again...losing focus...i am so bored with it all and now that i am stressed out and i don't have a way to get out and just forget about the worries at home or at school...i am stuck living them and constantly thinking about them. eh i suppose i will learn to deal and life will move on. but all in all everything is going alright. but i must go and work on some homework because i have most definately procrastinated enough today. love and all that jazz. bye bye