*Bang*

Oct 23, 2006 06:35

You're a horrible person
and one day I will move on
I hate what you've done and how you can just shrug it off saying "it's what I do" like it's ok
You have SO much to apologize for to me and you dont even have the courage enough to step up and do it before I leave here
So cold... I dont believe you
this is the last time you'll ever have to worry about me again
just leave me be... let me do whatever on my own.

You wont even give me one shred of what I need... what you should give me at least...
Then good bye, Irina... Good bye
Dirty disgusting little whore
i hate you
i HATE YOU
fuck you for what you've done
and what you do
you're a whore... i should have known better than to get involved with a little slut
FUCK YOU
i hope one day you pay for all of this and you see just how horrible of a fucking person you are
i hate you... i hate that i ever loved someone like you

you're a horrible person
you're trash
theres no love left... i HATE you. You ruined my life... You... i hate you for everything
I hope you're happy being a little slut behind your ex husband's back and even your new boyfriend's for a time. I hope you realize how horrible of a fucking person you are for playing with people's hearts like you do

You're disgusting and it's a wonder why I even held onto love for so long with you when any other woman I would have kicked out that fucking door the instant I found out
So go ahead, do what you want. Stay with your little Ash and put up with the constant abuse you would always bitch and moan about. Stay in your deadend marrage for all I care. It's your fucking life, fuck it up how you want... just dont fuck up mine anymore
all you ever did was run away from me and you still do. you say it's ok for you to talk about things with someone you were with for 4 months? YOU were with ME during that time 4 months AGO. You couldnt commit, you just snuck around
you make me SICK
you cant even face me when it comes down to it because you know it's true, you know everything I fucking say is true to a degree at least. thats why you ALWAYS block me, ALWAYS hide, ALWAYS walk away from me

"it's what you do" and you know it's wrong... and you know you have so much to attone for yet you're too stubborn and stupid to even begin
you absolutely disgust me
You tell me that my ex wouldnt do those things she did to someone she loved... You should listen to your own words. You wouldnt have done the things you did to me if you loved me... No, not at all. You tell me *I* should grow up and get my life straight? You should do the same...

You're so fucked up you have no idea and you just brush it off to everyone else, pinning it on them. YOu always have, you always try to turn a situation around to the other person. Hell, you did to the very end, trying to turn this back to me
To think how pathetic I was... Crawling back to some trailer park slut constantly for affection. I'm disgusted in myself for doing so so long

it's not me that did it... oh no. it's you. sure i made mistakes, i admit that. but it was you that just destroyed everything single-handedly
You told me before if you didnt come back to me, to shoot ya... well *bang* You got what you wanted
Good bye. Take care in life, really.
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I think I found it again inside me...Though, I went a little far. Some things were said that weren't on a messenger so... no chat log of a phone conversation^^; Yep...
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